My wife and I have been practicing the Maithuna and I have withheld the seminal fluid, refraining from orgasm, for one year successfully. Today, however, there was an accidental release, not a full spasmic orgasm, but an unintentional partial release of fluid. Since then I have been going through a range of emotions, from frustration to fear to shame, and I am hoping a teacher can help me sort out what I am feeling and give some guidance as to what is next - to begin the practice from the start once again? Is all lost? A year's progress for naught?