I would like to know why is it when one is working and focusing for a long time on a particular aggregate, through sexual alchemy and intense prayer for the elimination, the aggregate seems to get worse? Is this a normal process that occurs when one is trying to eliminate? It almost seems paradoxical .. Or could it mean something else? I would appreciate an answer from some one who has true and real experience of this sort of matter.
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