Friday, 20 September 2013
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I would like to know why is it when one is working and focusing for a long time on a particular aggregate, through sexual alchemy and intense prayer for the elimination, the aggregate seems to get worse? Is this a normal process that occurs when one is trying to eliminate? It almost seems paradoxical .. Or could it mean something else? I would appreciate an answer from some one who has true and real experience of this sort of matter.

Thank You
9 years ago
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In order to become a Kosmos Human, it is necessary to learn how the Three Primary Forces of the universe—positive, negative and neutral—manifest themselves.

On the path that leads to the Kosmos Human (a path totally positive), we see that every positive force is always opposed by a negative force.

Through self-observation we must perceive the mechanism of the opposing force.

Whenever we propose to carry out a special action, whether it be annihilating an ego, controlling sexual energy, doing a special work, or executing a definite program, we must observe and calculate the force of resistance, because by nature the world and its mechanicity tends to provoke resistance and such resistance is doubled.

The more gigantic the enterprise, the greater the resistance will be. If we learn to calculate the resistance, we will also be able to develop the enterprise with success. This is where the capacity of the genius, of the enlightened one, is.
- Samael Aun Weor, The Revolution of the Dialectic


What you're describing is not uncommon. Sometimes in our work on an ego, parts of the ego that were previously buried come to the surface of our psyche. This can be useful, because it allows us to see the ego more fully, whereas formerly it was hidden within our subconsciousness. Keep meditating, and don't get discouraged. :)

Also, it is worth pointing out that if we are repressing the ego, that can actually make it worse, since it continues to grow within our subconsciousness. Learning to see the ego with equanimity is a delicate mental balance that comes with practice.
9 years ago
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#4520
Accepted Answer
In order to become a Kosmos Human, it is necessary to learn how the Three Primary Forces of the universe—positive, negative and neutral—manifest themselves.

On the path that leads to the Kosmos Human (a path totally positive), we see that every positive force is always opposed by a negative force.

Through self-observation we must perceive the mechanism of the opposing force.

Whenever we propose to carry out a special action, whether it be annihilating an ego, controlling sexual energy, doing a special work, or executing a definite program, we must observe and calculate the force of resistance, because by nature the world and its mechanicity tends to provoke resistance and such resistance is doubled.

The more gigantic the enterprise, the greater the resistance will be. If we learn to calculate the resistance, we will also be able to develop the enterprise with success. This is where the capacity of the genius, of the enlightened one, is.
- Samael Aun Weor, The Revolution of the Dialectic


What you're describing is not uncommon. Sometimes in our work on an ego, parts of the ego that were previously buried come to the surface of our psyche. This can be useful, because it allows us to see the ego more fully, whereas formerly it was hidden within our subconsciousness. Keep meditating, and don't get discouraged. :)

Also, it is worth pointing out that if we are repressing the ego, that can actually make it worse, since it continues to grow within our subconsciousness. Learning to see the ego with equanimity is a delicate mental balance that comes with practice.
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