i have been fasting for a long time now and im very pleased with the results. it keeps me super mindful during the day ,
silents the ego s /mind and i have a lot of clairvoyant dreams.
The problem is im getting really skinny so i started eating again to gain weight . Im undergoing some troubles controlling the mind.
Old ego s are almost screaming to get some attention , and sometimes i totally loose myself in some fantasie.
im also having the same "ego" dreams before i began too fast. So i feel im not really progressing any more..
is it possible that that i am feeling this way because of me pleasing the body with food ?
is it possible to annihilate the ego s true fasting or am i just managing them ?
Should i see this as a test, and control the body n mind, with food and without/less food ?
Thanks in advance and forgive my bad english