<p>Let me start with the question about sexual transmutation. 2 years ago I was very unstable mentally, probably due to the copious amounts of fornication. As a result I came to realize why I never fit in with everyone when I was a child. I was always yelled at by my parents and teachers for acting too much like a girl. Anyways 2 years ago I found out that I could transition to become a female ( I was born male )... about a month ago I completely came to terms ( with the help of all the wonderful lectures on gnostic radio... gosh I feel like I know you guys.
) with being male. I have since stopped hormone replacement therapy and grown out my facial hair to appear androgynous.</p>
<p>The problem is that the estrogen and the testosterone blockers as well as the time I tried to destroy my testicles by injecting them with a syringe full of estrogen... I am totally sexually impotant. I have no sexual urges at all and whenever I try the Hum Sssssaaaaa transmutation technique nothing happens at all. Same with Samael Aun Weor's transmutation technique with the frog, and the Kuma Adonai technique. I don't know what my body is doing with the Hydrogen Ti 12 because I can't make it jump the octave... Perhaps it is because I just don't understand the transmutation process... rather intellect just doesn't get it, and nothing ever happens.</p>
<p>My second question was about the lecture "The Four Pathways of Liberation" in which the instructor mentioned Temples in Tibet I think he said were called Bonsis... where you enter and must walk the straight path and you will leave dead either physically or mentally... Ever since I heard about that I have been doing a lot of looking inward and feel that this where I am called to be. I would be interested in knowing their locations, not so much so I can fly there, as I am horribly poor, but so I could take my astral body there and call upon Adonai to bring my physical body in the Jinn state there... the reason this hasn't been done yet is that I have not been able to ask Samael Aun Weor in the astral plane nor do I know if the monks in that temple would be able to speak English. Is there anything that you know about this further?</p>
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