Before anyone says anything, i want to assure to you that I read the three books of revolution of dialectic and psychology more than one time and all the course of knowledge of oneself, although till that moment I don't know what is comprehension, and is that only possible in meditation?
I read that sitting still in meditation concentrating that you are aware of the defect and sitting still waiting for revelation maybe a vision a thought a feeling an illumination will come, if that is that, i understand if not please make it easier to me to apply the technique of what is so called comprehension.
Please don't feel overwhelmed from my question, you can answer me with your experience and knowledge, I want to know what if I depended on mantras like kleem krishnaya.... or gate gate parae gate.... or om masi padme.... or om tare tuttare ture....or aham brahma asmi? with full attention to it mentally in the free time and the loss time in work? won't that be a great easy means to cleanse my evil mind till one day i become pure and awaken my consciousness? with being chaste of course, or depending on Runes with being chaste in word, thought and deed?
make it easy at least to my own level, meditation is a mysterious concept to me plus it needs a lot of time, so either please clarify the comprehension in meditation to me to apply it (without referring to books because I swear I read them and still a donkey lol) or let me know if depending on runes, mantras, prayers with being totally chaste is another gateway to the awakening of consciousness.
Best Regards and Respect