I was diagnosed with ADD/ ADHD years ago. My focus isn't very long at all and I'm very easily distracted. The common theme with a person like myself is this- The harder you try to concentrate/ focus, the worse it gets. We also procrastinate a lot. It is causing me to fail miserably. When I try to do work; I lose focus in seconds. I try and try to improve my focus and it gets worse when I try. Then; I procrastinate and it could be just before bed before I do anything. What happens is; I get distracted by everything you can think of each time I start to do anything. I haven't yet kicked the masturbation habit; which is NOT good. It has me very worried that I will fail in this lifetime and store up bad karma. I once went an entire year without masturbating when I was trying to get on the path before. I failed then. I have failed several times now. I really am worried about it. In fact; I'm downright scared. Maybe that's an emotion that is too negative and I need to focus on solutions instead of worrying. I was put on various drugs for many years for ADHD and depression. Would that have an effect on my condition now? My question here. Is there some sort of Gnostic remedy/cure for ADD/ ADHD typed symptoms? I need to improve the way my brain is focusing/ concentrating. Also; could karma from previous lives cause the ADHD symptoms? Should I negotiate karma after such monumental failures? I know these are several questions. I'm tired of failing this way and I want to put a stop to that pattern while I'm young and still have time. I'm 31-years-old.
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