Hello thank you for all of your help in previous posts.
I have a question regarding the elements in the 9th sphere. I am retaining my my sacred cup during the act but I feel as if I am sometimes losing my subtle energies due to sensational weaknesses in the sexual center.
Afterwards I feel a loss of inri and generally feel watery or airy physically.my feeling is that although I'm maintaining physical chastity, that at some degree I'm losing my transmuted energies (succumbing to the elements).
Is this possible?