I have been studying Gnosis for 1 year now, by studying I mean reading Samael's books, listening to lectures and practicing some of the techiques given in lectures and books etc. What I am most intrigued about is the teachings of sexual energy and chastity and so forth. I can admit I have been expressing my sexuality since I was about 16 years old, with "normal" orgasm as an output for sexual satisfaction.
Now that I have been inspired by Gnosis I have seen what "normal" sexuality can do harm to your body.
I have noticed a fatigue of my sexual organs. At the moment I am in a relationship with a women, when we do not perform
"normal" sexual act, i.e abstinence from orgasm. I do have nocturnal emissions unfortunately, especially from a day of lustful
Egoic thought patterns if different ways (lustfulness, anger and frustration towards not satisfying my lust). Dreams accure where I am met by different images of sexual content.
I want to start practicing sexual transmutation due to my nocturnal emissions which are draining my body of energy,
where can I find such practices? I want to stop my nocturnal emissions, practice transmutation, eliminate lustful ego's
and regenerate my body's organs. For instance what are the best mantras to silence my mind before going to bed?
I need more inspiration! And I believe Gnosis is the source of that knowledge. Please help me out.
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