The demon inside me is real and has a way of thinking and behaving. And the battle against it is very hard. It keeps on repeating sometimes I feel I won through comprehension but it constantly manifesting in similar situations and it's been going on for 2 years.
When my mind mechanically thinks a thought/ suggesting a thought and then I feel pain and heaviness in my heart even if it's just in imagination..
I apply the technique of non-identification, prayer of protection, pranayama, eucharist and prayer to the Divine Mother for it's annihilation. But it is so strong that I end up expressing it affecting my relationship.
This hard battle is frustrating me. I just feel I'm stagnant and trapped here. I want to purify and remove this undesirable element but i feel the techniques aren't working.
I try to consult the Tarot but I just dont have any comprehension at all what it means.
When my mind mechanically thinks a thought/ suggesting a thought and then I feel pain and heaviness in my heart even if it's just in imagination..
I apply the technique of non-identification, prayer of protection, pranayama, eucharist and prayer to the Divine Mother for it's annihilation. But it is so strong that I end up expressing it affecting my relationship.
This hard battle is frustrating me. I just feel I'm stagnant and trapped here. I want to purify and remove this undesirable element but i feel the techniques aren't working.
I try to consult the Tarot but I just dont have any comprehension at all what it means.
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