Dear instructors, I am tired of suffering. And furthermore, I'm tired of being asleep, and I'm tired of what it's like to be asleep, to be unaware, to be a slave of my mind and emotions and egos. I'm tired of anxieties, sadness, dispairs, unawareness, suffering. Glorian publishing, and more fundamentally the master Samael Aun Weor have taught me what to do in order to escape suffering. When I practice self-observation I feel secure, safe somehow, more in control, but it is very hard. Twice I have attempted to leave behind my current lifestyle, meaning to begin observing moment to moment, but those times my egos got the better of me and I have no willpower. I want to begin again, but I fear that I will give up again. What do I do, dear instructor? I want to begin the path, I want to stop fooling around and begin a new life, a far more interesting and beautiful one, the one related to gnosis but I have no willpower. What do I do, dear instructor to finally begin treading the path and to not give up after a day? I no longer want to be separate from my god, because I know I have abandoned my being not the other way around as so many people say. There are so many things I'm tired of, and I just need that final push to begin the path so I wondering if an instructor can tell me where this willpower I need is. Thank you.
Begin with whatever spiritual practice you can incorporate into your daily life today. You could begin by having a morning meditation for a decent amount of time. An amount that feels doable for you, but still requires you to leave your comfort zone a little. Establish this and strengthen it, make it a natural part of your life. Then you can extend your practice:
- Add runes to your morning practice, like Fah, Dorn or the Seven Runic Vowels
- Start doing Pranayama
- Establish Self-Observation
Your goal is to to live and practice the Three Factors. So, not only have a spiritual practice, but also stop negative actions, they steal from your willpower. What also helps, is to regularly read spiritual scriptures and lectures, which will also give you inspiration.
- Add runes to your morning practice, like Fah, Dorn or the Seven Runic Vowels
- Start doing Pranayama
- Establish Self-Observation
Your goal is to to live and practice the Three Factors. So, not only have a spiritual practice, but also stop negative actions, they steal from your willpower. What also helps, is to regularly read spiritual scriptures and lectures, which will also give you inspiration.
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