Wednesday, 21 September 2022
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I'm not really sure how to put this into words. I'm 27. I've been studying into Gnosticism for about 7 years now. Though I was led to this knowledge and wisdom I still fell down a very dark path. I've given into my carnal desires in a very unhealthy way to the point where it has destroyed me.. Especially when drugs got involved. I feel as though my soul is gone or my astral body isn't a very dark and low place. 8 months ago a certain event happened and it almost felt like my heart and soul was weighed on the scales of Ma'at and trust me it did not weigh in my favor. I truly feel like my soul is gone and I have died spiritually. It's gotten to a point where all I think about is suicide all day. The spirit of life that was once inside of me is now gone and I feel completely dead. Looking back on all of the knowledge that I've studied I now understand what I'm going through. It seems as though it's the second death. I should have known better but I gave into material desires and I continued to spill the seed over and over again. I have become a beast and have completely died spiritually. It's really sucks and I did it to myself. I believe in order to attend eternal life that we have to develop our light body and have completely destroyed mine. I did not raise the Claustrum Oil. If anything I probably destroyed it and so all of these teachings make complete sense if you live like a beast you'll die like a beast. I guess my question is what are the consequences of Suicide to the Gnostics? I mean.. I'm already dead.
2 months ago
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#28033
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Suicide kills the physical body, but that is not the source of your pain. Your pain is because of your psychological condition. If you kill your body, your consciousness will continue trapped in your psychological condition, but adrift in the internal worlds, propelled by karma.

You have not experienced the second death. The second death is the liberation of the consciousness from hell, it is the moment the consciousness has been totally cleaned of karma and defects, and is released back into evolution.

Whatever pain and suffering you are feeling is only the beginning of hell. Suicide will intensify it millions of times, because suicide is a sin not only against oneself, but against the giver of life: divinity.

Right now, because you still have your body, you have an opportunity to avoid more pain.

I recommend that you contact a suicide prevention service, and start using the magic of the roses.

"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." - Samael Aun Weor

2 months ago
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#28010
Suicide will make your suffering worse.

There is only one path out of pain and darkness: do what is right. Even if your steps are small, they are steps.

Now that you know the pain that results from poor choices, study that pain, learn from it, and resolve to never experience it again.

"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." - Samael Aun Weor

2 months ago
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#28028
Suicide will make your suffering worse.

There is only one path out of pain and darkness: do what is right. Even if your steps are small, they are steps.

Now that you know the pain that results from poor choices, study that pain, learn from it, and resolve to never experience it again.
I know it will bring suffering on others who don't deserve it. How will it make suffering worse though? If we are already spiritually dead, what does it really matter?
2 months ago
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#28033
Accepted Answer
Suicide kills the physical body, but that is not the source of your pain. Your pain is because of your psychological condition. If you kill your body, your consciousness will continue trapped in your psychological condition, but adrift in the internal worlds, propelled by karma.

You have not experienced the second death. The second death is the liberation of the consciousness from hell, it is the moment the consciousness has been totally cleaned of karma and defects, and is released back into evolution.

Whatever pain and suffering you are feeling is only the beginning of hell. Suicide will intensify it millions of times, because suicide is a sin not only against oneself, but against the giver of life: divinity.

Right now, because you still have your body, you have an opportunity to avoid more pain.

I recommend that you contact a suicide prevention service, and start using the magic of the roses.

"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." - Samael Aun Weor

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