Saturday, 10 November 2012
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Hello.
I have questions regarding marriage.
I have discovered that my own marriage is Karmic. Me and my husband have suffered terrible ordeals and karma together for the past 3 years.
It happened that my husband changed his personality. This has happened 2 times when we were facing changes in our lives, both periods lasted about 8 months.
He started to act very psychopathic and irrassional. He continually have outbreaks of anger and dilusion, he gets in a mode where he does not listen to common sense. It is clear that he suffers from very comlex psychological defects, he gets a certain look in his eyes; it is obvious that he is not present here in this world and has no control of what de is doing. He can be very vicious towards me, lie, neglect me etc. And all in a very unconcious manner, that is what makes it so horrible. He admits to this himself, and can see after his outbreaks how he caused the problems.
He says to me that he does not know why he is like this, the only thing he knows is that he wants to be with me. He says that he does not have so much own opinions, and adapts his surroundings to fit in. This makes it hard to trust hum. He has explained to me that he feels as if he feeds from others lifeforce, and never give anything back. This is the energy that i feel present around him. He also admits to have presented himself to be another person than he actually is. I do not know who this person is anymore. We had divorced if we did not know about gnosis. We also have children.
We discovered gnosis about 1 year ago. I have read The Perfect Matrimony and other books, but i still do not know what to do.
- Is it still possible to save this marriage, or is it best to split up?
- Can only the ego make a person behave like this or is it something else?
- How can I find out what sort of karma that is making our life this miserable?
- Is it dangerous to practice the Arcanum A.Z.F. with this person?
I hope that one of the instructors will be so kind and try to help me. Gnosis and this page is the only source that I trust.
Best Regards
Milla
I have questions regarding marriage.
I have discovered that my own marriage is Karmic. Me and my husband have suffered terrible ordeals and karma together for the past 3 years.
It happened that my husband changed his personality. This has happened 2 times when we were facing changes in our lives, both periods lasted about 8 months.
He started to act very psychopathic and irrassional. He continually have outbreaks of anger and dilusion, he gets in a mode where he does not listen to common sense. It is clear that he suffers from very comlex psychological defects, he gets a certain look in his eyes; it is obvious that he is not present here in this world and has no control of what de is doing. He can be very vicious towards me, lie, neglect me etc. And all in a very unconcious manner, that is what makes it so horrible. He admits to this himself, and can see after his outbreaks how he caused the problems.
He says to me that he does not know why he is like this, the only thing he knows is that he wants to be with me. He says that he does not have so much own opinions, and adapts his surroundings to fit in. This makes it hard to trust hum. He has explained to me that he feels as if he feeds from others lifeforce, and never give anything back. This is the energy that i feel present around him. He also admits to have presented himself to be another person than he actually is. I do not know who this person is anymore. We had divorced if we did not know about gnosis. We also have children.
We discovered gnosis about 1 year ago. I have read The Perfect Matrimony and other books, but i still do not know what to do.
- Is it still possible to save this marriage, or is it best to split up?
- Can only the ego make a person behave like this or is it something else?
- How can I find out what sort of karma that is making our life this miserable?
- Is it dangerous to practice the Arcanum A.Z.F. with this person?
I hope that one of the instructors will be so kind and try to help me. Gnosis and this page is the only source that I trust.
Best Regards
Milla
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Accepted Answer
There is no easy or quick answer when facing a situation like this. Pray for guidance from your Inner Being, make time each day to relax and meditate. Do Dream Yoga and record your experiences. Perhaps above all, be patient. It's important to be persistent in our efforts to seek the guidance we need when facing difficulties such as these, but to do so with patience.
The Master writes that we can invoke the Lords of Karma when seeking to resolve a personal problem, but to do so with good sense as such things shouldn't be taken lightly. You can read more about this in The Major Mysteries.
The only one who can know your karma and the will of your Being is you. This is why we emphasize meditation so much.
The Master writes that we can invoke the Lords of Karma when seeking to resolve a personal problem, but to do so with good sense as such things shouldn't be taken lightly. You can read more about this in The Major Mysteries.
The only one who can know your karma and the will of your Being is you. This is why we emphasize meditation so much.
Only impersonal life and the Being can give us the legitimate happiness of the Great Life free in its motion. -Samael Aun Weor
Accepted Answer
There is no easy or quick answer when facing a situation like this. Pray for guidance from your Inner Being, make time each day to relax and meditate. Do Dream Yoga and record your experiences. Perhaps above all, be patient. It's important to be persistent in our efforts to seek the guidance we need when facing difficulties such as these, but to do so with patience.
The Master writes that we can invoke the Lords of Karma when seeking to resolve a personal problem, but to do so with good sense as such things shouldn't be taken lightly. You can read more about this in The Major Mysteries.
The only one who can know your karma and the will of your Being is you. This is why we emphasize meditation so much.
The Master writes that we can invoke the Lords of Karma when seeking to resolve a personal problem, but to do so with good sense as such things shouldn't be taken lightly. You can read more about this in The Major Mysteries.
The only one who can know your karma and the will of your Being is you. This is why we emphasize meditation so much.
Only impersonal life and the Being can give us the legitimate happiness of the Great Life free in its motion. -Samael Aun Weor
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