From early childhood I had terrible nightmares. Mama said it would go away when I grow up. It did not happen. I was 22 when I shared my story over the internet and asked for help. I described my dreams full of violence, demons, sex, powers, water in all its forms. Since then, some people have started to follow me everywhere. It all happened in Belgrade (Serbia). These people have insulted me and broke me at every step of my life. It took about three years to completely beak me down. My dreams have deteriorated and I suffered from all the seven sins. I lost my friends, I was scared and paranoid, I was visited by demons even when I was awake and I broke up with my boyfriend whom I loved a lot. I was overwhelmed with pain.
Suddenly I felt a tremendous power flowing from my feet to my head. I had a vision of the end of the world, I talked about God, about the number 777, and a lot of things I did not understand, though I was an atheist. I felt a sharp pain in my heart. After that I started to control the clouds and rain. I was scared to death and ran into my former high school to look for my professor of philosophy who used to talk about God. After I proved him controling the weather, he told me to wait. I couldn't wait, I returned home. It took me a month and a half to lose the power.
Now, after two years I completely changed, I have become a better person and my nightmares are gone. I found this site and I wonder if I had kundalini? And if it did, was it negative or positive? I'm also interested in who were these people that used to break me.
If you can answer anything, I would be very grateful.