Friday, 07 August 2015
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First I would like to thank you for all your lectures on this website

It has been a while since I started reading about Gnosis but it is only recently that I have tried practicing it. I have been struggling with maintaining conscious awareness moment to moment. My attempts at meditation are mostly filled with my thoughts, fantasies and memories, although for a moment I may become aware that I'm just following my thoughts those moments when I am aware of my thoughts are few and far between. I try to remember my inner Being but I only manage to do so a few instances in an entire day. I have also tried the key of S.O.L, which helps but I'm still not constantly aware.

I have tried prayer (Lord's prayer, Jesus prayer) and it seems to help me remember God more often. I want to ask if constant (conscious) prayer is sufficient for self-remembering especially considering I have to also watch my three brains and how I use them as well as working on my psychological defects.

I understand that all of my struggles are due to my weak will and my egos but I would truly appreciate advice in this regard

Thank you so much for all your time and effort.
7 years ago

How many years or centuries have you not had conscious awareness? It takes a lot of patient effort to change this quality, but it can be done. Do not rush ahead: work steadily, constantly, and you will certainly develop it.

"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." - Samael Aun Weor

7 years ago

I'll remember that !
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