Greetings,
So recently I have been experiencing heart palpitations or a fluttering when I lay down for the night. It seems to coincide with also getting much closer to a successful astral projection. I am right on the brink of success but there is still some element of fear that I am attempting to face but it seems my ego is fighting back.
Every Sabbath we stay at my mothers house over night and this does not occur there. I also don't have nearly as much Pineal pressure I'm there.
Could it be that in the development of my chakras I have manifested some sort of magnetic field around that area of the universe which is causing a resonant reaction in my heart? My head points to the east, I know north is better, could that be a possible fix? When we stay at my mothers the head of the bed is south. Probably why my mediation is so much worse there.
Basically this heart fluttering is rather distracting and almost concerning. I don't know if it is manifesting anxiety, or if anxiety is manifesting the flutter. As I said, I still have a fear to get over about astral projection and every night is better than the last.
I don't think it's an attack because I have been invoking the circle of fire around our home and we have all noticed a warmer, more relaxed and safe feeling about the home. I also cleansed the home with sage using the method taught by the Master Samael Aun Weor.
I guess my biggest question is, is this normal? If so, what can I do about it?
On a side note, when I begin to feel the vibration and hear the ringing get more intense, and feel a separation occurring. Do I willfully try to leave my body or do I just let it happen on it's own? Last time when I felt it coming on I told myself, "here we go just relax", and a wave of relaxation came over me but I still somehow stopped it in its tracks. My eyes seemed to open without me telling them too and it was over. I pulled my finger to see if I was in the physical and sadly I was. Should I not engage in the internal dialogue?
Thanks for all of the help so far. I never imagined that I would ever experience the things I have been experience since discovering the Gnostic Church. It is truly a blessing to have the guidance and encouragement provided here.
Blessings to you.
So recently I have been experiencing heart palpitations or a fluttering when I lay down for the night. It seems to coincide with also getting much closer to a successful astral projection. I am right on the brink of success but there is still some element of fear that I am attempting to face but it seems my ego is fighting back.
Every Sabbath we stay at my mothers house over night and this does not occur there. I also don't have nearly as much Pineal pressure I'm there.
Could it be that in the development of my chakras I have manifested some sort of magnetic field around that area of the universe which is causing a resonant reaction in my heart? My head points to the east, I know north is better, could that be a possible fix? When we stay at my mothers the head of the bed is south. Probably why my mediation is so much worse there.
Basically this heart fluttering is rather distracting and almost concerning. I don't know if it is manifesting anxiety, or if anxiety is manifesting the flutter. As I said, I still have a fear to get over about astral projection and every night is better than the last.
I don't think it's an attack because I have been invoking the circle of fire around our home and we have all noticed a warmer, more relaxed and safe feeling about the home. I also cleansed the home with sage using the method taught by the Master Samael Aun Weor.
I guess my biggest question is, is this normal? If so, what can I do about it?
On a side note, when I begin to feel the vibration and hear the ringing get more intense, and feel a separation occurring. Do I willfully try to leave my body or do I just let it happen on it's own? Last time when I felt it coming on I told myself, "here we go just relax", and a wave of relaxation came over me but I still somehow stopped it in its tracks. My eyes seemed to open without me telling them too and it was over. I pulled my finger to see if I was in the physical and sadly I was. Should I not engage in the internal dialogue?
Thanks for all of the help so far. I never imagined that I would ever experience the things I have been experience since discovering the Gnostic Church. It is truly a blessing to have the guidance and encouragement provided here.
Blessings to you.
Accepted Answer
"If the devotee does not enter into [the internal worlds] on the first try, then he must not dismay. Go to bed and repeat the exercise nightly, as many times as necessary, until success is achieved. There are some devotees who will succeed immediately; these are the fortunate ones who have practiced [...] in ancient reincarnations. Others may have never practiced the science. They must begin practicing pranayama and exercise this practice for many years, until they obtain this power."
Study yourself and continue practicing. It is important to know that success is based on faith and great serenity.
“Nothing is easier than self-deceit. For what each man wishes, that he also believes.” —Demosthenes
"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." —Samael Aun Weor
"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." —Samael Aun Weor
Accepted Answer
"If the devotee does not enter into [the internal worlds] on the first try, then he must not dismay. Go to bed and repeat the exercise nightly, as many times as necessary, until success is achieved. There are some devotees who will succeed immediately; these are the fortunate ones who have practiced [...] in ancient reincarnations. Others may have never practiced the science. They must begin practicing pranayama and exercise this practice for many years, until they obtain this power."
Study yourself and continue practicing. It is important to know that success is based on faith and great serenity.
“Nothing is easier than self-deceit. For what each man wishes, that he also believes.” —Demosthenes
"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." —Samael Aun Weor
"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." —Samael Aun Weor
My ego really wants there to be a solid answer for my questions, but I understand what you are doing here. If I keep relying on others to answer my inner most questions when I should be asking my Inner Most. I will never get there. The truth is, I feel like I already know the answers, but for some reason I am wanting someone else to tell me. Thank you.
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