Hello brothers and sisters from glorian i have found you when i was 18 still in highschool now i just turned 19. You have changed my life. Before i was orthodox but since i watched the great arcanum i stopped going to church and started reading everything from glorian. The first 2-3i was making fast progress i felt the love, the compassion, the unity, the oneness of everything that everyone and everything was one and i felt so much love towards everything. The first benefits i felt where in highschool when instead of learning ehat they taught in class i was reading from glorian while the class was going i was glowing during class during school time, everyone was shocked, i was getting so much attention everyone wanted to talk to me , i was full of positive energy and i have never felt so much attention in my life i started being noticed by girls even teachers but even then when i see my self back then now i see that even the because i have never in my life felt so much energy and attention from girls, people i was so happy bit at the same time i just wanted more and more people to give me attention and i think because of that i fell and after finishing highschool i have degenerated i dont have the glow i had, i have so much social anxiety when i go outside and girls sre walking even more when i see some girls from where i was in highschool i have so much fear, anxiety this is only with girls. I have started masturbating since 11 when i first founded your teaching i was practicing semen retention thats how i found. The great arcanum and after that the whole glorian website. As i said i am now just turned 19 i live with my parents, i don't have a job I don't even know what to work, i realy just want to spend my day 24/7 meditating i dont want to work for money that doesn't even have a gold standard that its just printed without ,cover.
I am alone back when i dint know about your teachings even then i had maybe 2 friends now i have zero well when i say friends i mean someone who i can talk the topics like you guys are posting in glorian my parents say that i am in a sect, a cult. I dont mind that. I just want to know how can i organize my life. How to plan my day.
How to stop masturbation, anxiety, fear, suffering. I dont have a plan i am just wasting everyday thinking and thinking what to do.
I tried to meditate, to concentrate, to be conscious here and now. But as i said my biggest problem is that i dont have a plan when i wake up i just do what i think to do i dont have a schedule.
How can i organize my day to day life stop masturbation, stop pornography,stop anxiety, fear, fear of talking to girls, and basically how to plan my day and make a schedule.
Every time i watch pornography after i ejaculate and reach the orgasm i feel spiritually dead, suicidal thoughts come, and i know i should not do it but i still do it.
I am alone back when i dint know about your teachings even then i had maybe 2 friends now i have zero well when i say friends i mean someone who i can talk the topics like you guys are posting in glorian my parents say that i am in a sect, a cult. I dont mind that. I just want to know how can i organize my life. How to plan my day.
How to stop masturbation, anxiety, fear, suffering. I dont have a plan i am just wasting everyday thinking and thinking what to do.
I tried to meditate, to concentrate, to be conscious here and now. But as i said my biggest problem is that i dont have a plan when i wake up i just do what i think to do i dont have a schedule.
How can i organize my day to day life stop masturbation, stop pornography,stop anxiety, fear, fear of talking to girls, and basically how to plan my day and make a schedule.
Every time i watch pornography after i ejaculate and reach the orgasm i feel spiritually dead, suicidal thoughts come, and i know i should not do it but i still do it.
Accepted Answer
It is understandable why your family thinks you are in cult, especially if the quality of your social, emotional, psychological, familial, and professional life is deteriorating. As any serious meditator asks, “Why is this the case? Why do I suffer? What can I do to change? How do I not only eradicate the internal causes of suffering, but also benefit my community in the process? How do I make my spirituality practical and of benefit to others in a psychological, emotional, material, social, and spiritual sense?”
This is why having a job, a career, an education, a goal, is the requisite of the spiritual path. It is necessary to work out the material part of life’s equation while addressing the inner, the psychological, the spiritual. Real spirituality is not abandonment of the world or abnegation of responsibility, because it is responsibility that orients the body, mind, and heart. A lack of responsibility or the unwillingness to voluntarily take it on produces, even biochemically, depression or anxiety, for if you have no practical goal, career path, livelihood, or goal to aim at in terms of your material and spiritual life, your brain will signal to you that you are in bad place. This is modeled even in terms of dopamine, the neurochemical that “rewards” you for accomplishing an aim. When you have no aim or goal, even in the basic physical sense material livelihood, you lack dopamine, and suffer.
Now obviously there are other psychological and spiritual reasons to this, but in a conventional sense, lacking a career path or a desire to educate yourself so that you can be an effective member of your community is seriously detrimental, both physically and spiritually. You cannot separate the spiritual path from having a job, a position, a livelihood, since “Initiation is your own life, lived with rectitude and love.” That rectitude is the willingness to acquire necessary skills to adapt, subsist, and negotiate with the world. Otherwise you have the case of someone as serious as a “stupid saint,” a person with lofty spiritual ideals, but no ability to translate it in practical in life.
Semen retention is also not enough. Saving sexual energy is the beginning. But more importantly is the practice of directing it consciously, willingly, within positive activities that promote spiritual benefit for you and humanity. The main practice for this is pranayama, especially for young persons learning to direct sexual force and to empower the consciousness. The effects of such a practice are increased emotional stability, mental focus, concentration, patience, serenity, and insight. When that energy is directed within the consciousness, then you have the power to awaken virtue. However, virtues must be used in life, through a job, career, family relationships, friends, since those conscious abilities become weak in us when unexercised within the social domain.
Obviously you know the damages masturbation causes to the mind and heart. However, knowledge is not enough. Comprehension is what fundamentally changes behavior. Knowing in your intellect is insufficient. Profound cognizance of how such actions produce suffering is what motivates us to change, and to never go back to old habits that destroy. We recommend you study and reflect upon the referenced article below from Chicago Gnosis, since it covers many aspects of this problem in more detail than we can manage here.
If you wish to rectify your social anxiety, then you need to make the effort to socialize with others, even if it means small events, activities, or hobbies. Being reclusive and solitary, especially at your age, is not healthy nor recommended. Balance is the key, whereby you engage with the psychological gymnasium of life and learn to extract wisdom from daily interactions, interrelationships, and events, so that when you do take the time to meditate, you have material to study and draw from. Avoiding social situations is not the marker of competence, spiritual advancement, or health, but fear, avoidance, and the incapacity to develop genuine spirituality within the world.
Have you spoken with or consulted a therapist about your anxiety? Suicidality is very serious and should be addressed with a psychological professional. Here is the suicide hotline number:
988
Therapy can also teach you fundamental skills for navigating the verities and challenges of life, especially as you are cementing your personality and learning to survive in the world. You cannot neglect the development of your personality for the sake of your consciousness. Both are necessary. This is why knowledge and being must be balanced to produce an optimal lifestyle.
This is why having a job, a career, an education, a goal, is the requisite of the spiritual path. It is necessary to work out the material part of life’s equation while addressing the inner, the psychological, the spiritual. Real spirituality is not abandonment of the world or abnegation of responsibility, because it is responsibility that orients the body, mind, and heart. A lack of responsibility or the unwillingness to voluntarily take it on produces, even biochemically, depression or anxiety, for if you have no practical goal, career path, livelihood, or goal to aim at in terms of your material and spiritual life, your brain will signal to you that you are in bad place. This is modeled even in terms of dopamine, the neurochemical that “rewards” you for accomplishing an aim. When you have no aim or goal, even in the basic physical sense material livelihood, you lack dopamine, and suffer.
Now obviously there are other psychological and spiritual reasons to this, but in a conventional sense, lacking a career path or a desire to educate yourself so that you can be an effective member of your community is seriously detrimental, both physically and spiritually. You cannot separate the spiritual path from having a job, a position, a livelihood, since “Initiation is your own life, lived with rectitude and love.” That rectitude is the willingness to acquire necessary skills to adapt, subsist, and negotiate with the world. Otherwise you have the case of someone as serious as a “stupid saint,” a person with lofty spiritual ideals, but no ability to translate it in practical in life.
Semen retention is also not enough. Saving sexual energy is the beginning. But more importantly is the practice of directing it consciously, willingly, within positive activities that promote spiritual benefit for you and humanity. The main practice for this is pranayama, especially for young persons learning to direct sexual force and to empower the consciousness. The effects of such a practice are increased emotional stability, mental focus, concentration, patience, serenity, and insight. When that energy is directed within the consciousness, then you have the power to awaken virtue. However, virtues must be used in life, through a job, career, family relationships, friends, since those conscious abilities become weak in us when unexercised within the social domain.
Obviously you know the damages masturbation causes to the mind and heart. However, knowledge is not enough. Comprehension is what fundamentally changes behavior. Knowing in your intellect is insufficient. Profound cognizance of how such actions produce suffering is what motivates us to change, and to never go back to old habits that destroy. We recommend you study and reflect upon the referenced article below from Chicago Gnosis, since it covers many aspects of this problem in more detail than we can manage here.
If you wish to rectify your social anxiety, then you need to make the effort to socialize with others, even if it means small events, activities, or hobbies. Being reclusive and solitary, especially at your age, is not healthy nor recommended. Balance is the key, whereby you engage with the psychological gymnasium of life and learn to extract wisdom from daily interactions, interrelationships, and events, so that when you do take the time to meditate, you have material to study and draw from. Avoiding social situations is not the marker of competence, spiritual advancement, or health, but fear, avoidance, and the incapacity to develop genuine spirituality within the world.
Have you spoken with or consulted a therapist about your anxiety? Suicidality is very serious and should be addressed with a psychological professional. Here is the suicide hotline number:
988
Therapy can also teach you fundamental skills for navigating the verities and challenges of life, especially as you are cementing your personality and learning to survive in the world. You cannot neglect the development of your personality for the sake of your consciousness. Both are necessary. This is why knowledge and being must be balanced to produce an optimal lifestyle.
Joyful in hope, suffering in tribulation, be thou constant in thy prayer.
Benedictis, qui venit in nomine Domini. Osanna in excelsis.
"Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Hosanna in the highest!"
Accepted Answer
It is understandable why your family thinks you are in cult, especially if the quality of your social, emotional, psychological, familial, and professional life is deteriorating. As any serious meditator asks, “Why is this the case? Why do I suffer? What can I do to change? How do I not only eradicate the internal causes of suffering, but also benefit my community in the process? How do I make my spirituality practical and of benefit to others in a psychological, emotional, material, social, and spiritual sense?”
This is why having a job, a career, an education, a goal, is the requisite of the spiritual path. It is necessary to work out the material part of life’s equation while addressing the inner, the psychological, the spiritual. Real spirituality is not abandonment of the world or abnegation of responsibility, because it is responsibility that orients the body, mind, and heart. A lack of responsibility or the unwillingness to voluntarily take it on produces, even biochemically, depression or anxiety, for if you have no practical goal, career path, livelihood, or goal to aim at in terms of your material and spiritual life, your brain will signal to you that you are in bad place. This is modeled even in terms of dopamine, the neurochemical that “rewards” you for accomplishing an aim. When you have no aim or goal, even in the basic physical sense material livelihood, you lack dopamine, and suffer.
Now obviously there are other psychological and spiritual reasons to this, but in a conventional sense, lacking a career path or a desire to educate yourself so that you can be an effective member of your community is seriously detrimental, both physically and spiritually. You cannot separate the spiritual path from having a job, a position, a livelihood, since “Initiation is your own life, lived with rectitude and love.” That rectitude is the willingness to acquire necessary skills to adapt, subsist, and negotiate with the world. Otherwise you have the case of someone as serious as a “stupid saint,” a person with lofty spiritual ideals, but no ability to translate it in practical in life.
Semen retention is also not enough. Saving sexual energy is the beginning. But more importantly is the practice of directing it consciously, willingly, within positive activities that promote spiritual benefit for you and humanity. The main practice for this is pranayama, especially for young persons learning to direct sexual force and to empower the consciousness. The effects of such a practice are increased emotional stability, mental focus, concentration, patience, serenity, and insight. When that energy is directed within the consciousness, then you have the power to awaken virtue. However, virtues must be used in life, through a job, career, family relationships, friends, since those conscious abilities become weak in us when unexercised within the social domain.
Obviously you know the damages masturbation causes to the mind and heart. However, knowledge is not enough. Comprehension is what fundamentally changes behavior. Knowing in your intellect is insufficient. Profound cognizance of how such actions produce suffering is what motivates us to change, and to never go back to old habits that destroy. We recommend you study and reflect upon the referenced article below from Chicago Gnosis, since it covers many aspects of this problem in more detail than we can manage here.
If you wish to rectify your social anxiety, then you need to make the effort to socialize with others, even if it means small events, activities, or hobbies. Being reclusive and solitary, especially at your age, is not healthy nor recommended. Balance is the key, whereby you engage with the psychological gymnasium of life and learn to extract wisdom from daily interactions, interrelationships, and events, so that when you do take the time to meditate, you have material to study and draw from. Avoiding social situations is not the marker of competence, spiritual advancement, or health, but fear, avoidance, and the incapacity to develop genuine spirituality within the world.
Have you spoken with or consulted a therapist about your anxiety? Suicidality is very serious and should be addressed with a psychological professional. Here is the suicide hotline number:
988
Therapy can also teach you fundamental skills for navigating the verities and challenges of life, especially as you are cementing your personality and learning to survive in the world. You cannot neglect the development of your personality for the sake of your consciousness. Both are necessary. This is why knowledge and being must be balanced to produce an optimal lifestyle.
This is why having a job, a career, an education, a goal, is the requisite of the spiritual path. It is necessary to work out the material part of life’s equation while addressing the inner, the psychological, the spiritual. Real spirituality is not abandonment of the world or abnegation of responsibility, because it is responsibility that orients the body, mind, and heart. A lack of responsibility or the unwillingness to voluntarily take it on produces, even biochemically, depression or anxiety, for if you have no practical goal, career path, livelihood, or goal to aim at in terms of your material and spiritual life, your brain will signal to you that you are in bad place. This is modeled even in terms of dopamine, the neurochemical that “rewards” you for accomplishing an aim. When you have no aim or goal, even in the basic physical sense material livelihood, you lack dopamine, and suffer.
Now obviously there are other psychological and spiritual reasons to this, but in a conventional sense, lacking a career path or a desire to educate yourself so that you can be an effective member of your community is seriously detrimental, both physically and spiritually. You cannot separate the spiritual path from having a job, a position, a livelihood, since “Initiation is your own life, lived with rectitude and love.” That rectitude is the willingness to acquire necessary skills to adapt, subsist, and negotiate with the world. Otherwise you have the case of someone as serious as a “stupid saint,” a person with lofty spiritual ideals, but no ability to translate it in practical in life.
Semen retention is also not enough. Saving sexual energy is the beginning. But more importantly is the practice of directing it consciously, willingly, within positive activities that promote spiritual benefit for you and humanity. The main practice for this is pranayama, especially for young persons learning to direct sexual force and to empower the consciousness. The effects of such a practice are increased emotional stability, mental focus, concentration, patience, serenity, and insight. When that energy is directed within the consciousness, then you have the power to awaken virtue. However, virtues must be used in life, through a job, career, family relationships, friends, since those conscious abilities become weak in us when unexercised within the social domain.
Obviously you know the damages masturbation causes to the mind and heart. However, knowledge is not enough. Comprehension is what fundamentally changes behavior. Knowing in your intellect is insufficient. Profound cognizance of how such actions produce suffering is what motivates us to change, and to never go back to old habits that destroy. We recommend you study and reflect upon the referenced article below from Chicago Gnosis, since it covers many aspects of this problem in more detail than we can manage here.
If you wish to rectify your social anxiety, then you need to make the effort to socialize with others, even if it means small events, activities, or hobbies. Being reclusive and solitary, especially at your age, is not healthy nor recommended. Balance is the key, whereby you engage with the psychological gymnasium of life and learn to extract wisdom from daily interactions, interrelationships, and events, so that when you do take the time to meditate, you have material to study and draw from. Avoiding social situations is not the marker of competence, spiritual advancement, or health, but fear, avoidance, and the incapacity to develop genuine spirituality within the world.
Have you spoken with or consulted a therapist about your anxiety? Suicidality is very serious and should be addressed with a psychological professional. Here is the suicide hotline number:
988
Therapy can also teach you fundamental skills for navigating the verities and challenges of life, especially as you are cementing your personality and learning to survive in the world. You cannot neglect the development of your personality for the sake of your consciousness. Both are necessary. This is why knowledge and being must be balanced to produce an optimal lifestyle.
Joyful in hope, suffering in tribulation, be thou constant in thy prayer.
Benedictis, qui venit in nomine Domini. Osanna in excelsis.
"Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Hosanna in the highest!"
Thank you so much. I want to inform you that now im better than when i wrote this. I realized how to increase my frequency with Love, compassion, understanding, comperhension and by sacrificing my own ego and instead help others and myself by being silent, in a state of observation, and eliminating my point of view when talking, keeping positive thoughts, being one with everything, oneness. With this i have been more happy and made others happy and i feel sometimes like people want to be in my presence, even animals, dogs. I feel like a fire inside my body and people feel that. But this only happens when i truly feel that we are all one and that sacrificing my self for others is the greatest thing i can do for myself and for others. I will now start to be more serious about pranayama. Because i still experience wet dreams. I think the main cause is that the sexual energy is not transformed. Can pranayama permanently stop wet dreams. Or wet dreams can only be eliminated by comperhension in meditation. I think i have comperhended it in meditation. But still i have sometimes sexual thoughts, pictures, images. Is 1hour HAM-SAH Pranayama enough for the energy to be transmuted. And can i practice this pranayama while laying in bed or i must sit on a chair. I am asking this because i have an injury on my knee and I can't posture the eastern way. Should i also chant The 7 vowels IEOUAMS. Can that help. I still haven't astral projected. And j am still very unconscious during sleep. When i wake up. I remember the dreams even i write some. But when i see the dream i see how unconscious i was during the dreaming state. Should i use the Mantra FA-RA-ON and fall asleep with it. Or is it better when i feel sleepy to stand up from my bed and make a little jump and again go to bed and repeat this. I want to enter in the astral plane so i can be guided by my innermost, my own soul, or by the angels,. I haven't experienced that yet. Thank youIt is understandable why your family thinks you are in cult, especially if the quality of your social, emotional, psychological, familial, and professional life is deteriorating. As any serious meditator asks, “Why is this the case? Why do I suffer? What can I do to change? How do I not only eradicate the internal causes of suffering, but also benefit my community in the process? How do I make my spirituality practical and of benefit to others in a psychological, emotional, material, social, and spiritual sense?”
This is why having a job, a career, an education, a goal, is the requisite of the spiritual path. It is necessary to work out the material part of life’s equation while addressing the inner, the psychological, the spiritual. Real spirituality is not abandonment of the world or abnegation of responsibility, because it is responsibility that orients the body, mind, and heart. A lack of responsibility or the unwillingness to voluntarily take it on produces, even biochemically, depression or anxiety, for if you have no practical goal, career path, livelihood, or goal to aim at in terms of your material and spiritual life, your brain will signal to you that you are in bad place. This is modeled even in terms of dopamine, the neurochemical that “rewards” you for accomplishing an aim. When you have no aim or goal, even in the basic physical sense material livelihood, you lack dopamine, and suffer.
Now obviously there are other psychological and spiritual reasons to this, but in a conventional sense, lacking a career path or a desire to educate yourself so that you can be an effective member of your community is seriously detrimental, both physically and spiritually. You cannot separate the spiritual path from having a job, a position, a livelihood, since “Initiation is your own life, lived with rectitude and love.” That rectitude is the willingness to acquire necessary skills to adapt, subsist, and negotiate with the world. Otherwise you have the case of someone as serious as a “stupid saint,” a person with lofty spiritual ideals, but no ability to translate it in practical in life.
Semen retention is also not enough. Saving sexual energy is the beginning. But more importantly is the practice of directing it consciously, willingly, within positive activities that promote spiritual benefit for you and humanity. The main practice for this is pranayama, especially for young persons learning to direct sexual force and to empower the consciousness. The effects of such a practice are increased emotional stability, mental focus, concentration, patience, serenity, and insight. When that energy is directed within the consciousness, then you have the power to awaken virtue. However, virtues must be used in life, through a job, career, family relationships, friends, since those conscious abilities become weak in us when unexercised within the social domain.
Obviously you know the damages masturbation causes to the mind and heart. However, knowledge is not enough. Comprehension is what fundamentally changes behavior. Knowing in your intellect is insufficient. Profound cognizance of how such actions produce suffering is what motivates us to change, and to never go back to old habits that destroy. We recommend you study and reflect upon the referenced article below from Chicago Gnosis, since it covers many aspects of this problem in more detail than we can manage here.
If you wish to rectify your social anxiety, then you need to make the effort to socialize with others, even if it means small events, activities, or hobbies. Being reclusive and solitary, especially at your age, is not healthy nor recommended. Balance is the key, whereby you engage with the psychological gymnasium of life and learn to extract wisdom from daily interactions, interrelationships, and events, so that when you do take the time to meditate, you have material to study and draw from. Avoiding social situations is not the marker of competence, spiritual advancement, or health, but fear, avoidance, and the incapacity to develop genuine spirituality within the world.
Have you spoken with or consulted a therapist about your anxiety? Suicidality is very serious and should be addressed with a psychological professional. Here is the suicide hotline number:
988
Therapy can also teach you fundamental skills for navigating the verities and challenges of life, especially as you are cementing your personality and learning to survive in the world. You cannot neglect the development of your personality for the sake of your consciousness. Both are necessary. This is why knowledge and being must be balanced to produce an optimal lifestyle.
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