seems like everything happening on this planet is based around sex. it seems like my personality, job, health, family status, hobbies, self esteem, worth in society etc etc... all revolve around sex, is that true? and is that true for all of nature? and is it also true for the ego? is it true that if I were to follow any or every ego I have, down its path, I would inevitably follow that ego to its proper endless-end: desire/ fornication? does the ego exists so as to be a vehicle to be able fornicate? IF someone who has completely removed the ego and then decides to fornicate (hypothetically) then that person would have to create an ego in order to fornicate? (otherwise they couldn't because they don't have the ego or the vehicle to fornicate with?)
(my own answer is that the whole world and all of existence doesn't revolve around sex but around christ. (what do you think?) Our fallen Society revolving around sex is a perverted form of a (heavenly) society revolving around sex, but as christ. the end goal of the perverted form of sex is to reject or eject christ. )
but I don't really understand..
is this my own ego of fornication coming out of every nook and cranny, like am some ant colony driven to sugar and entranced by the queen ( in other words like a condemnable ego driven fornicate in order to get rid of the anger from unsatisfied desires, or another example a justified ego driven to reproduce, seeing the circle of life and watching people grow from children to adult is beautiful isn't it!]
is it just my own projection, that everything is about sex,
or does nature culminate in fornication?
the reason I ask is that I have been struggling with anger. and I came to learn(from [painful]experience and meditation) that anger is caused by desire and ends in desire(but desire never ends and gets stronger and therefore anger never ends and gets stronger). So, If I awaken in my anger and apply my intelligence and energy into perfecting and strengthening that anger, I can increase that comprehension of anger, (really infinitely because desire never ends) But why? Why increase desire, it is because it 'improves' fornication? But what is the end goal of the ego of the ego of nature, for me it seemed the end goal of my anger (and seemingly every ego) is desire (and desire originated and culminates in fornication)? so what does fornication culminate in? the second death?
(my own answer is that the whole world and all of existence doesn't revolve around sex but around christ. (what do you think?) Our fallen Society revolving around sex is a perverted form of a (heavenly) society revolving around sex, but as christ. the end goal of the perverted form of sex is to reject or eject christ. )
but I don't really understand..
is this my own ego of fornication coming out of every nook and cranny, like am some ant colony driven to sugar and entranced by the queen ( in other words like a condemnable ego driven fornicate in order to get rid of the anger from unsatisfied desires, or another example a justified ego driven to reproduce, seeing the circle of life and watching people grow from children to adult is beautiful isn't it!]
is it just my own projection, that everything is about sex,
or does nature culminate in fornication?
the reason I ask is that I have been struggling with anger. and I came to learn(from [painful]experience and meditation) that anger is caused by desire and ends in desire(but desire never ends and gets stronger and therefore anger never ends and gets stronger). So, If I awaken in my anger and apply my intelligence and energy into perfecting and strengthening that anger, I can increase that comprehension of anger, (really infinitely because desire never ends) But why? Why increase desire, it is because it 'improves' fornication? But what is the end goal of the ego of the ego of nature, for me it seemed the end goal of my anger (and seemingly every ego) is desire (and desire originated and culminates in fornication)? so what does fornication culminate in? the second death?
Accepted Answer
The misuse of sexual energy (which has an intimate relationship with Christ) occurred through fornication. Before we have developed ego, we fornicated, and that act of fornication led to the creation of ego. When the sexual energy is expelled, it crystalizes as ego in the infernal dimensions of our psyche. Thus, we strengthen desire and move our consciousness further into the infernal dimensions each time we fornicate. From that first sexual fall, more desires were born.
The reason we perceive that everything in our world revolves around sex/desire is because our personal mind is dominated by sex/desire, which taints our interpretation of reality. We cannot perceive reality while within the cage of ego, and ego longs to repeat its desires endlessly. Ego drives us further into suffering. The culmination of fornication/ego would be endless suffering that only intensifies--if not for the merciful fact that hell exists, by the grace of our Divine Mother, as a recycling plant where ego can be forcibly removed from the consciousness. Nature works in cycles of growth and decay, birth and death, and so there is no egoic end goal for nature. Ignis Natura Renovatur Integram.
The reason we perceive that everything in our world revolves around sex/desire is because our personal mind is dominated by sex/desire, which taints our interpretation of reality. We cannot perceive reality while within the cage of ego, and ego longs to repeat its desires endlessly. Ego drives us further into suffering. The culmination of fornication/ego would be endless suffering that only intensifies--if not for the merciful fact that hell exists, by the grace of our Divine Mother, as a recycling plant where ego can be forcibly removed from the consciousness. Nature works in cycles of growth and decay, birth and death, and so there is no egoic end goal for nature. Ignis Natura Renovatur Integram.
"If thou canst not make thine own self what thou desireth, how shalt thou be able to fashion another to thine own liking. We are ready to see others made perfect, and yet we do not amend our own shortcomings."
—Thomas à Kempis
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Accepted Answer
The misuse of sexual energy (which has an intimate relationship with Christ) occurred through fornication. Before we have developed ego, we fornicated, and that act of fornication led to the creation of ego. When the sexual energy is expelled, it crystalizes as ego in the infernal dimensions of our psyche. Thus, we strengthen desire and move our consciousness further into the infernal dimensions each time we fornicate. From that first sexual fall, more desires were born.
The reason we perceive that everything in our world revolves around sex/desire is because our personal mind is dominated by sex/desire, which taints our interpretation of reality. We cannot perceive reality while within the cage of ego, and ego longs to repeat its desires endlessly. Ego drives us further into suffering. The culmination of fornication/ego would be endless suffering that only intensifies--if not for the merciful fact that hell exists, by the grace of our Divine Mother, as a recycling plant where ego can be forcibly removed from the consciousness. Nature works in cycles of growth and decay, birth and death, and so there is no egoic end goal for nature. Ignis Natura Renovatur Integram.
The reason we perceive that everything in our world revolves around sex/desire is because our personal mind is dominated by sex/desire, which taints our interpretation of reality. We cannot perceive reality while within the cage of ego, and ego longs to repeat its desires endlessly. Ego drives us further into suffering. The culmination of fornication/ego would be endless suffering that only intensifies--if not for the merciful fact that hell exists, by the grace of our Divine Mother, as a recycling plant where ego can be forcibly removed from the consciousness. Nature works in cycles of growth and decay, birth and death, and so there is no egoic end goal for nature. Ignis Natura Renovatur Integram.
"If thou canst not make thine own self what thou desireth, how shalt thou be able to fashion another to thine own liking. We are ready to see others made perfect, and yet we do not amend our own shortcomings."
—Thomas à Kempis
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