I realized something that might benefit another.
I was in a lot of pain today and I asked god to show me a card in the tarot deck so that I can see myself… and of course it happened.
And I realized that I have a desire to have these (more or less grand) spiritual experiences during meditation and in dreams, to see and talk my inner being… but the whole time I have already been interacting with my god in small ways. Such as asking for a tarot card or asking to have a passage to read from a book. ( and many many other ways)
I was overlooking the significance of the small ways that the lord will show up in my life because I was focused on having a big experience.
…just something to think about!!
Much love, don’t give up!!!