My respectful greetings to all present. I would just like to share something that has been happening to me ever since i have decided to work on sublimating my lust. I am single. I work on myself, using Bhaktiyoga. i am very much grateful to this website and all the incredible instructors who regulary are posting and lecturing in the teachings section.
Does anyone else experience this?
When the member is erect, and throbbing, and when you try to pray to the Divine Mother, to open and make the Heart receptive, you internally feel like you have a feminine heart. his heart, somehow pumps blood rythmically to the male member. At the same time, it feels as you are praying, that the heart is somehow 'calling up' the male member, viewing it like a child, an innocent infant. Thsi has a specific response within me, or breaking down the lust that initially fuelled the erection in the first place. I feel that instead of an exploitating mindset, when you request the Divine Mother to open your heart, you realise, that when you are looking at women, and say their breasts, what you are really looking for, is the heart behind just the flesh organ. Feminine, receptive heart, is what you are looking form, but in lust you forget this and just focus on the outside, trying vainly to 'enjoy' and thus fall.
So anyway, this sublimation is working for over a year for me now. I mentioned BhaktiYoga, but wont go into the details yet. I dont have nocturnal emissions, and i dont masturbate either. I used to. not anymore. There have been a couple of time that i have had Nocturnal emissions, and both the times, i realised that i was conscious in my dream, and that i was knowingly engaging in lusting. So its like the Sexual energy, it is impossible to 'fool' it. No. you cant say "oh, but i was sleeping, so its not my fault. i was not aware. how can i be in control when im unconscious?" no, all excuses of the fallen ego.
So anyway, have you all also experience a clear liquid, a drop or more, that comes out of the male member, after the lust has been sublimated? because this is something that happens everyday, because i practice my meditation everyday. If suppose for somereason i miss a day, i feel this heat and this feverish energy build up, like i am putting up a dam. So instead of resisting, what i do is, i am not going to deny that i am lusting, and if i suppress this lust is only doing to errupt in my dreams, so i need to man up and take responsibility, and work on dissolving this lust right now, so that i am not procastinating, and thereby just building up the pressure. It simply is not possible because my nature i have always been oversexed. Its only recently that i have begun to realize just how fatal eating the fruit is.
I can than Master Samael enough for this eye opening insights into what hell is really like, lol, that is great motivation to grow up and take responsibility, when you know all lust, every thought is going to be accounted for.
anyway, i am at this cybercarfe, in india. and my time is up. But just wanted to say hi. I deeply deeply appreciate this website.
Does anyone else experience this?
When the member is erect, and throbbing, and when you try to pray to the Divine Mother, to open and make the Heart receptive, you internally feel like you have a feminine heart. his heart, somehow pumps blood rythmically to the male member. At the same time, it feels as you are praying, that the heart is somehow 'calling up' the male member, viewing it like a child, an innocent infant. Thsi has a specific response within me, or breaking down the lust that initially fuelled the erection in the first place. I feel that instead of an exploitating mindset, when you request the Divine Mother to open your heart, you realise, that when you are looking at women, and say their breasts, what you are really looking for, is the heart behind just the flesh organ. Feminine, receptive heart, is what you are looking form, but in lust you forget this and just focus on the outside, trying vainly to 'enjoy' and thus fall.
So anyway, this sublimation is working for over a year for me now. I mentioned BhaktiYoga, but wont go into the details yet. I dont have nocturnal emissions, and i dont masturbate either. I used to. not anymore. There have been a couple of time that i have had Nocturnal emissions, and both the times, i realised that i was conscious in my dream, and that i was knowingly engaging in lusting. So its like the Sexual energy, it is impossible to 'fool' it. No. you cant say "oh, but i was sleeping, so its not my fault. i was not aware. how can i be in control when im unconscious?" no, all excuses of the fallen ego.
So anyway, have you all also experience a clear liquid, a drop or more, that comes out of the male member, after the lust has been sublimated? because this is something that happens everyday, because i practice my meditation everyday. If suppose for somereason i miss a day, i feel this heat and this feverish energy build up, like i am putting up a dam. So instead of resisting, what i do is, i am not going to deny that i am lusting, and if i suppress this lust is only doing to errupt in my dreams, so i need to man up and take responsibility, and work on dissolving this lust right now, so that i am not procastinating, and thereby just building up the pressure. It simply is not possible because my nature i have always been oversexed. Its only recently that i have begun to realize just how fatal eating the fruit is.
I can than Master Samael enough for this eye opening insights into what hell is really like, lol, that is great motivation to grow up and take responsibility, when you know all lust, every thought is going to be accounted for.
anyway, i am at this cybercarfe, in india. and my time is up. But just wanted to say hi. I deeply deeply appreciate this website.
Accepted Answer
It is natural for the penis to emit Cowper's fluid through arousal, which serves to lubricate the sexual organs of the man in order to introduce himself into the feminine vagina. When working through transmutation practices of Ham-Sah and Egyptian Christic pranayama as a single person, however, it is not necessary to have an erection in order to sublimate the sexual force.
On the other hand, the Vajroli mudra can help men intentionally arouse their sexual energy in order to stimulate an erection, so as to give practitioners strength in preparation for matrimony. However, bear in mind that the utmost purity, prayer and devotion is needed in order to properly perform this exercise, otherwise it easily degenerates into masturbation. One must remember one's Divine Mother when using any form of pranayama, but especially in the Vajroli mudra, since it involves physical contact with one's sexual organs.
For others who read this post, the Vajroli mudra can also be practiced by women. For more information, please refer to the attached reference.
תפארת Tiphereth, the heart of the Tree of Life, is masculine in relation to the Sephiroth below it, but feminine in relation with God above. This is why in the Invocation of Solomon we state, "Oh Gedulael, O Geburael, O Tiphereth!" Tiphereth does not have אל El, which means God. Only the Sephiroth corresponding to God and the Trinity (Ketheriel, Chokmael, Binael, Gedulael and Geburael) possess אל El.
Early Gnostic literature affirms that the soul is feminine in relation with the Being, yet masculine in its command of the mind (Netzach), heart (Hod), vitality (Yesod) and physical body (Malkuth). Yet since Tiphereth is the mediation between materiality and God, the human soul is highly receptive in relation with the Innermost and Christ above. However, Tiphereth is a channel from heaven than can properly transmit the light of Christ if it is developed. Just as with the processes of systole and diastole of the physical heart, so too does the heart-soul receive and transmit spiritual forces.
On the other hand, the Vajroli mudra can help men intentionally arouse their sexual energy in order to stimulate an erection, so as to give practitioners strength in preparation for matrimony. However, bear in mind that the utmost purity, prayer and devotion is needed in order to properly perform this exercise, otherwise it easily degenerates into masturbation. One must remember one's Divine Mother when using any form of pranayama, but especially in the Vajroli mudra, since it involves physical contact with one's sexual organs.
For others who read this post, the Vajroli mudra can also be practiced by women. For more information, please refer to the attached reference.
תפארת Tiphereth, the heart of the Tree of Life, is masculine in relation to the Sephiroth below it, but feminine in relation with God above. This is why in the Invocation of Solomon we state, "Oh Gedulael, O Geburael, O Tiphereth!" Tiphereth does not have אל El, which means God. Only the Sephiroth corresponding to God and the Trinity (Ketheriel, Chokmael, Binael, Gedulael and Geburael) possess אל El.
Early Gnostic literature affirms that the soul is feminine in relation with the Being, yet masculine in its command of the mind (Netzach), heart (Hod), vitality (Yesod) and physical body (Malkuth). Yet since Tiphereth is the mediation between materiality and God, the human soul is highly receptive in relation with the Innermost and Christ above. However, Tiphereth is a channel from heaven than can properly transmit the light of Christ if it is developed. Just as with the processes of systole and diastole of the physical heart, so too does the heart-soul receive and transmit spiritual forces.
Joyful in hope, suffering in tribulation, be thou constant in thy prayer.
Benedictis, qui venit in nomine Domini. Osanna in excelsis.
"Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Hosanna in the highest!"
Accepted Answer
It is natural for the penis to emit Cowper's fluid through arousal, which serves to lubricate the sexual organs of the man in order to introduce himself into the feminine vagina. When working through transmutation practices of Ham-Sah and Egyptian Christic pranayama as a single person, however, it is not necessary to have an erection in order to sublimate the sexual force.
On the other hand, the Vajroli mudra can help men intentionally arouse their sexual energy in order to stimulate an erection, so as to give practitioners strength in preparation for matrimony. However, bear in mind that the utmost purity, prayer and devotion is needed in order to properly perform this exercise, otherwise it easily degenerates into masturbation. One must remember one's Divine Mother when using any form of pranayama, but especially in the Vajroli mudra, since it involves physical contact with one's sexual organs.
For others who read this post, the Vajroli mudra can also be practiced by women. For more information, please refer to the attached reference.
תפארת Tiphereth, the heart of the Tree of Life, is masculine in relation to the Sephiroth below it, but feminine in relation with God above. This is why in the Invocation of Solomon we state, "Oh Gedulael, O Geburael, O Tiphereth!" Tiphereth does not have אל El, which means God. Only the Sephiroth corresponding to God and the Trinity (Ketheriel, Chokmael, Binael, Gedulael and Geburael) possess אל El.
Early Gnostic literature affirms that the soul is feminine in relation with the Being, yet masculine in its command of the mind (Netzach), heart (Hod), vitality (Yesod) and physical body (Malkuth). Yet since Tiphereth is the mediation between materiality and God, the human soul is highly receptive in relation with the Innermost and Christ above. However, Tiphereth is a channel from heaven than can properly transmit the light of Christ if it is developed. Just as with the processes of systole and diastole of the physical heart, so too does the heart-soul receive and transmit spiritual forces.
On the other hand, the Vajroli mudra can help men intentionally arouse their sexual energy in order to stimulate an erection, so as to give practitioners strength in preparation for matrimony. However, bear in mind that the utmost purity, prayer and devotion is needed in order to properly perform this exercise, otherwise it easily degenerates into masturbation. One must remember one's Divine Mother when using any form of pranayama, but especially in the Vajroli mudra, since it involves physical contact with one's sexual organs.
For others who read this post, the Vajroli mudra can also be practiced by women. For more information, please refer to the attached reference.
תפארת Tiphereth, the heart of the Tree of Life, is masculine in relation to the Sephiroth below it, but feminine in relation with God above. This is why in the Invocation of Solomon we state, "Oh Gedulael, O Geburael, O Tiphereth!" Tiphereth does not have אל El, which means God. Only the Sephiroth corresponding to God and the Trinity (Ketheriel, Chokmael, Binael, Gedulael and Geburael) possess אל El.
Early Gnostic literature affirms that the soul is feminine in relation with the Being, yet masculine in its command of the mind (Netzach), heart (Hod), vitality (Yesod) and physical body (Malkuth). Yet since Tiphereth is the mediation between materiality and God, the human soul is highly receptive in relation with the Innermost and Christ above. However, Tiphereth is a channel from heaven than can properly transmit the light of Christ if it is developed. Just as with the processes of systole and diastole of the physical heart, so too does the heart-soul receive and transmit spiritual forces.
Joyful in hope, suffering in tribulation, be thou constant in thy prayer.
Benedictis, qui venit in nomine Domini. Osanna in excelsis.
"Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Hosanna in the highest!"
Thank you for your valuable reply Benedictus. i would like to expand just a bit more on what i've said previously. I feel this is the only forum that i can try to be open and express these happenings.
I would like to add, that i have been praying to Bhagavan Surya Narayana, the Sun, since 2008. It started with me coming across a practice called 'sungazing', and right now what i feel the Sun is sharing is much much deeper than 'simply' sungazing. almost immediately, i felt this profound connection with Surya, the Solar Deity, and i feel He is central in guiding me to understand the mysteries of transmutation.
the BhaktiYoga that i mentioned before, let me briefly elaborate. in my country, there are those Gyanis, who simply want to merge into the undifferentiated spiritual light. Then there are those Yogis who want to know the source of this Brahman effulgence, and they come across the Sun globe, and they see the same Paramatma situated within their heart, and they go in samadhi. Then there are those who want to go deeper, and have a more intimate connection, and aspire to serve the Spiritual Sun behind the Sun,(although in my humble opinion, Saying that the Sun is a hot glowing ball of gas, is like saying a whale is a large soft rock!) It just so happens, that what i was doing was sincerely inquiring to what i know to be the Self-Effulgent Sun of God, to help me understand who i am.
So my spiritual journey began in this way, and it is while i sid crosslegged in the soft morning Sun, basking in the warm light, in the privacy of my home, without clothes, that i feel unmistakably the stirrings in the male member. At first i did not understand what is going on, or even why. There was nothing sexual going on my my mind at the time, but somehow the peacefulness and the warmth, and feeling like on a soul level, an intimate connection with the Sun, these forces started spontaneously stirring in my root chakra, and i used to get an erection. However, it was calm and cool and yet sexual, but not feverish and very distinct from lust. I used to deeply pray at these times, please tell me what is this? whats going on, why is this happening to me, what does it mean. But i have never recieved any mental thoughts or transmissions, but simply deep intuitive wordless emotion laden hints, directly in the heartspace. This is why i mentioned that only when i realised that somehow even though i am in a male body, only when i realized that for me, my heart is feminine in relation to the Sun, that it started to fit. I felt that internally i was happy and satisfied when i realized this. So this is why even though sexual energy builds up, it does not lead to masturbation for me, instead its like a how a welcoming mother would feel to have her child playing on her lap. I know all this may sound wierd, but i feel with this spontaneous response, the innocence and purity is maintained and the member is free to get erect and yet there is no feeling of exploitation when you are centered in the heart, because internally you are feeling like a mother.
its like i have a dual personality, for practical purposes i am the male ego, but when it comes to transmutation practive, my member is not 'mine' but it is entrusted to me to protect. so there is this androgynous reality to who i am i suppose. I would like to add more, perhaps in a couple of days, as my time is up here. Thank you once again for your reply, i want to ask some further questions. obviously, i am really not good at the techinical explainations, because i have not studied the termminology of the Kaballah, but still the deep message is unmistakable in its universal relevance, and it is this that i am focussing on.
I would like to add, that i have been praying to Bhagavan Surya Narayana, the Sun, since 2008. It started with me coming across a practice called 'sungazing', and right now what i feel the Sun is sharing is much much deeper than 'simply' sungazing. almost immediately, i felt this profound connection with Surya, the Solar Deity, and i feel He is central in guiding me to understand the mysteries of transmutation.
the BhaktiYoga that i mentioned before, let me briefly elaborate. in my country, there are those Gyanis, who simply want to merge into the undifferentiated spiritual light. Then there are those Yogis who want to know the source of this Brahman effulgence, and they come across the Sun globe, and they see the same Paramatma situated within their heart, and they go in samadhi. Then there are those who want to go deeper, and have a more intimate connection, and aspire to serve the Spiritual Sun behind the Sun,(although in my humble opinion, Saying that the Sun is a hot glowing ball of gas, is like saying a whale is a large soft rock!) It just so happens, that what i was doing was sincerely inquiring to what i know to be the Self-Effulgent Sun of God, to help me understand who i am.
So my spiritual journey began in this way, and it is while i sid crosslegged in the soft morning Sun, basking in the warm light, in the privacy of my home, without clothes, that i feel unmistakably the stirrings in the male member. At first i did not understand what is going on, or even why. There was nothing sexual going on my my mind at the time, but somehow the peacefulness and the warmth, and feeling like on a soul level, an intimate connection with the Sun, these forces started spontaneously stirring in my root chakra, and i used to get an erection. However, it was calm and cool and yet sexual, but not feverish and very distinct from lust. I used to deeply pray at these times, please tell me what is this? whats going on, why is this happening to me, what does it mean. But i have never recieved any mental thoughts or transmissions, but simply deep intuitive wordless emotion laden hints, directly in the heartspace. This is why i mentioned that only when i realised that somehow even though i am in a male body, only when i realized that for me, my heart is feminine in relation to the Sun, that it started to fit. I felt that internally i was happy and satisfied when i realized this. So this is why even though sexual energy builds up, it does not lead to masturbation for me, instead its like a how a welcoming mother would feel to have her child playing on her lap. I know all this may sound wierd, but i feel with this spontaneous response, the innocence and purity is maintained and the member is free to get erect and yet there is no feeling of exploitation when you are centered in the heart, because internally you are feeling like a mother.
its like i have a dual personality, for practical purposes i am the male ego, but when it comes to transmutation practive, my member is not 'mine' but it is entrusted to me to protect. so there is this androgynous reality to who i am i suppose. I would like to add more, perhaps in a couple of days, as my time is up here. Thank you once again for your reply, i want to ask some further questions. obviously, i am really not good at the techinical explainations, because i have not studied the termminology of the Kaballah, but still the deep message is unmistakable in its universal relevance, and it is this that i am focussing on.
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