Relationship changes

For the past year, my boyfriend has dove head first into practicing Gnosticism. I followed behind, mostly absorbing readings on an intellectual basis while onlypracticing a fraction of my time. Its definitely been a big issue in the relationship, setting us to be on different paths. We currently live and work together in a small home where meditation is difficult to practice. So we've made a decision to live separate and date all over again. It can be a really exciting opportunity for us to both grow and work towards practicing alchemy again when we're married. Of course my ego tells me to cnsider other opinions, but Im going to have to stick my intuition on this one. I am incredibly nervous for the new changes as well as excited.
How do I go from having priced sex magic to not? I know I am commited to not spilling but am worried about the sudden change in living arrangements.