Man of Sin

I don't really know what exactly to type as a testimonial. I know that things I've learned from this website have made me a much better person. Not in any marvelous way, but in a simple way. Making me pay attention to the effect I'm having(I never thought about my actions before coming to this website, except whether I'd be caught). Although I can't tell if I'm actually relieving my suffering or deepening it, no one group of people has disillusioned me about things I considered important more than the instructor's on this website. The natural world, observing the beauty of the the seasons, stars, and sun isn't important. Entering into ancient, traditional liturgy, to develop a devout personality, isn't important. Spending time with loved ones in front of a bonfire, unimportant! As great as these things are, they aren't the innermost. I know they don't have to take me away from the innermost, but they aren't my innermost. I've been rude to the people that run this website, sarcastic, caustic, downright hateful towards these teachings, but still, they've only been kind towards me. I can't yet understand how they are able to be so compassionate. It makes it much easier to remember there is always hope, a chance to have a soul one day, when I come back to these teachings. Thanks all of you behind Gnostic Teachings and all of you struggling to follow them. Via Dolorosa!