I'm glad that this post has unravelled in such a way.
I'll braid this thread with my first post on the forum. I use intuition not by choice, it is something that is a more natural mode of operation from day to day. I understand that this is about order, and this is specifically why I referenced 137 (the cosmic number). This is to say that I am patient enough to let the questions (and answers) come, and do not drive myself to studying numbers in sequence at all times. I'm sure there are many here who learn in this way.
"The descent is called involution: the involving of the Spirit or the Ray of Okidanokh in different levels of matter from the higher Talas until reaching Patala. Now the returning is not evolution as many think, but revolution, a work, a development. Evolution always acts in the lower Patala mechanically; beyond that, you have to use willpower."
Nearly 15 years ago I jotted down to paper one of the many intuitions that present themselves from day to day. "Life is something like a bungee jump from the sun...we fall toward earth, 'touch' a point, and we spring back up."
At the time, I knew nothing (in the outward sense) of what that meant. It is obvious to me that the 'spring' is Kundalini. It is also obvious that to me that the point we 'touch' is that inner spark that is the means of propulsion into new dimensions of thought.
Best,
Daniel