<p>during my past I have initiated myself onto a spirtual path, I have developed spritual skills at Christian spiritualist Church, learnt eastern esotericism at Brahma Kumaris meditation course. But I hit a buffer when my pyschic development slowed down, and I have never been able to achieve astral travel.</p>
<p>To try and reignite my spirituality I have recently joined a Rosicrucian order, but I have read on your forum that they are a black lodge and this bothers me. I have not been initiated yet just been taught some things I laready knew. If I left my memebership and became a gnostic would that be better for me? Why are they a black order?Who can really say what is black and white.</p>
<p>And from a philiospohical point of view balck and white are yin and ying (they are necessary for one another). Secondly does any one being have the right to say what is right and wrong(except the creator)?</p>
<p>Please help me ASAP as I am currently in the process of joining another order that is not mail order so I can learn more and physically interact with others.</p>
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