I asked all the previous questions and was conceived by the answers at the end. even when I asked about what is the benefit of god's creation of our genitals if no normal fertilization must occur and I understood that women are more advanced spiritually than men so they produce one strong ovum every month so when praying the divine mother and practicing sex magic she takes care of getting out only one spermatozoa from the male and makes it strong enough to penetrate the ovum so the fertilization occurs normally without need to lose hundreds of millions of our animals and at the end the fertilization may not occur. But the advantage of Gnosticism is that it talks to the mind and the soul and challenge with the proof or practical experience that is why it comprehends the texts of all religions and makes it universal and tolerant although there are texts seems to be vague or fool whether it denies it or symbolize it to be logic and humane and testable. When I read the texts here concerning the old gods i say we can know that like all the great monks in Nepal during meditation and mystical experiences, but when I read that only who is married in a constitutional home with love (not marrying for the purpose of sex magic) can awaken the kundalini , can be an alchemy or a real Gnostic in the path realizing everything , self realization etc , i say where is the justice ? I am myself like billions of other people who don't live in open minded societies , societies which permit sex before marriage or agreeing marrying to another sects or religions (rarely) or even criticizing any religion or opinion where the ignorance and intolerance are common. yes I trust my divine mother , I trust my god , my father innermost etc but How can I marry a female and tells her here that I am a gnostic and we shall not spill our semen and meditation is in our daily program as well as the mantras and chants and runes and studying the kaballah etc , I hope when answering me that you contemplate the Middle East region not the western not even the eastern (China and India and the far east) not even the middle of Africa where only poverty exists , no here as you may know that it is not easy formally and informally to change one's religion, Please cure me with the answers like you healed my worries in the previous questions.
All respect and gratitude to you.
All respect and gratitude to you.