I have been practicing retaining sexual energy for almost a month and alchemy with my wife for that same amount of time. I have spilled the cup of Hermes twice now. Once two weeks ago and the second today. Both unintentionally during intercourse. My partner is very helpful but is not on a spiritual path. When it happened she sensed how I felt and said she felt like she was holding me back.
I want to continue to move the energy upwards. To dissolve my egos and to help others. But this is so much change at once. Both for myself and our relationship. I know this is alot of info, but any advice would help.
Thank you
I want to continue to move the energy upwards. To dissolve my egos and to help others. But this is so much change at once. Both for myself and our relationship. I know this is alot of info, but any advice would help.
Thank you