Hi,
I must be pure in action, mind and word. I am begginer and I started to act right but the mind is messed up, and I do say wrong things. I try to look at women without lust but (especially in modern times) they often wear very attractive clothes and sort of attract lust. I do try to act happy and peaceful but in the mind when some situations occur with angry people around me, the anger is still there big time. So I guess what I m trying to say is that it's one thing to give yourself a goal of becoming somebody and a totally different thing when demons (anger, lust etc) attack me in real time. What can I do when those demons attack me in the mind? This strong feeling of temptation... Seems that I can only avoid those situations, run away from them. Too strong to take. I can to not become identified sometimes but far from everytime. Even while doing pranayama sometimes the mind interferes with its demons..
I must be pure in action, mind and word. I am begginer and I started to act right but the mind is messed up, and I do say wrong things. I try to look at women without lust but (especially in modern times) they often wear very attractive clothes and sort of attract lust. I do try to act happy and peaceful but in the mind when some situations occur with angry people around me, the anger is still there big time. So I guess what I m trying to say is that it's one thing to give yourself a goal of becoming somebody and a totally different thing when demons (anger, lust etc) attack me in real time. What can I do when those demons attack me in the mind? This strong feeling of temptation... Seems that I can only avoid those situations, run away from them. Too strong to take. I can to not become identified sometimes but far from everytime. Even while doing pranayama sometimes the mind interferes with its demons..