In 2016, I foolishly did a goetia ritual. I have never done anything of the sort beforehand or since, but that ONE NIGHT of foolishness has caused me to become possessed by a goetia demon which tells me that I'm going to hell after I die. And I can also hear what sounds like my own voice screaming in agony in my head.
-Is there any hope? Or will just ONE NIGHT of foolishness cause me eternal torture, though it was just ONE NIGHT?
-Is the voice I hear screaming in my head really my own voice screaming in hell after I die, or do goetia demons have the capacity to imitate my voice and might they be playing a trick on me to feed on the fear they generate within me?
-Are those who are possessed by a demon of the goetia going to devolve in the abyss regions like everyone else for only a LIMITED, FINITE amount of time, and then get a chance at another cycle of evolution from the mineral kingdom back to being human, or are those who are possessed by a goetia demon completely taken out of the cycle of evolution and devolution, and forced to stay in the abyss for eternity?
-Is there any way I can banish this goetia demon? I would literally be willing to travel anywhere on Earth to find someone who can banish this demon. I am desperate. I have been praying obsessively for the past 5 years and have repented in hours of tormented prayer, but it hasn't worked to banish the demon. I desperately need help to banish the demon from a master.
Thank you for your time and help