What is this feeling? It’s not an emotion, it’s more like a “life energy”.
It’s difficult to put to words.
When I meditate I often explore my body. I feel my finger tips and the blood circulating throughout. I can feel my emotions and I can do deeper into it and hear these subconscious thoughts. When I go deeper into the psychological sensations and states I realize that everything going on inside has the same base energy. The same energy base.
I researched it and meditated on it. what is this base energy. It seems this is the very same energy which takes me to the heights and to the abyss depending on how I relate to it. I read manly p. Hall talk about how the various psycho-chemical states we experience all have the same essence. And that this essence must be transmuted. My question is what is this that I am referring to? It feels like it’s my heart or my spinal chord, but more than that it feels like this energy is the same energy that makes angels fly and demons scurry under a rock. I feel stupid asking… is it god?