Hello! I’m new to gnosis, but I’ve recently experienced a spontaneous, painful awakening of my depravity. Your website has helped tremendously. I want to describe my dream experience last night. I’ve been programming my subconscious to be aware and realized I was dreaming. I checked by stretching my finger. So I determined to get up out of bed, but in doing so - my body started shaking and my heart felt like it was being squeezed. As I struggled against the resistance and sat up, I became fully awake. Is this normal for beginners?