By Awareness on Tuesday, 01 May 2018
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Dear instructors,

I have come across a problem of which I was not able to find an answer.

I have many deseases one of which is hashimoto s( immune system attacking thyroid causing hypothyroidism) I am being treated with thyroid hormone. The second and most devastating disease is what in Chinese medicine is called spleen &kidney yang deficiency. Bassicly i am deficient in chi (life force). Another problem is damp and pleghm( thick white coating on tongue).

So my problem is nocturnal emissions. On average I have an emission every 4 weeks give or take.

The biggest problem for me is afterwards. For 5 days I feel extremely tired agitated I sleep more. I am feeling depressed and have a demonic sense of vibe. I am not able to work because of the extreme fatigue. People around me notice that i have changed. Also if i eat food I don't feel energized like normally would be the case of a healthy individual.

Only after 5 days of strict ethics Tibetan rites, pranayama and containing the seed I get back to semi normal but I am never 100%. My body's recharge mechanism is extremly slow. Food doesn't give me energy as it should because of food not being properly transformed.

My question is there anything I can do to heal the body so that it can recharge quicker?

Is there any advice what to do after the nocturnal emissions to compensate the loss till a degree.

Also I have noticed after 3 weeks every single time of holding the seed & ethics. My mouth is smelling and tasting like a toilet( terrible rotten smell and taste) my gums seem to be inflamed after the nocturnal emissions it goes away and comes back after 3 weeks of holding the seed. Also my thyroid levels drops after 3 to 4 weeks but I don't feel bad.

I am hopeless. This path is everything to me but I stumble on problems continuallly. Energy is my biggest problem.

Kind regards,

Alex
You need meditation on the causes of the problem. This is the surest solution; through comprehension of the underlying cause you can solve it permanently. Simultaneously, you should also seek a qualified doctor who can help you with herbs and diet. In my experience, I have found that doctors of western medicine are useless in such cases, thus perhaps you can seek a well-recommended doctor of chinese or tibetan medicine. Finally, the more good deeds you perform (sacrifice for others), the more you can pay your debts and end the afflictions.
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Dear Alexis,

Thank you for the reply. I try meditation but because of fatigue it's extremly hard. Although by strict observation of my self and my behavior of the past I have realized that my diseases are just extensions of the real disease which in my case would be selfishness.
I believe that selfishness is the cause for my health issues.

I have applied my self to do volunteer work. I am going to help other people with chronic diseases. I will be their buddy and help them by socializing with them. I will help them also by slowly introducing the gnostic teachings to them so that they to like I can have a lot of improvement and control in their life's.

Would this count as sacrifice for others ( good deeds)?


You are completely right Alexis. Western medicine made my life much worse than when I was low on hormone and untreated. All the symptoms worsend by using high amount of thyroid hormone.
After 5 years of struggle I have found that my body requires very little thyroid hormone.

I am currently being treated by Chinese medicine. I am taking herbs which give me more will power but my body still does not function as it should. I will try Tibetan medicine as well.


Alexis my last question is, I have read Samaƫl Aun Weors book "esoteric medicine" about the gnostic doctors who are clairvoyant. I have read that they can truly see what is wrong with a patient and treat them accordingly. Are there qualified gnostic doctors around the world whom you could recommend. I am willing to travel anywhere. I live in Holland.

Thank you for the reply.
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Helping others is always good. Just remember that all action is measured by a scale: the heavier the debt you want to pay, the more or greater good deeds you must place on the other end of the scale.

To find a genuine gnostic doctor, you must appeal to your Innermost and work with the karmic scales. You will NOT find one on the internet or through gnostic schools.
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