I have come across a problem of which I was not able to find an answer.
I have many deseases one of which is hashimoto s( immune system attacking thyroid causing hypothyroidism) I am being treated with thyroid hormone. The second and most devastating disease is what in Chinese medicine is called spleen &kidney yang deficiency. Bassicly i am deficient in chi (life force). Another problem is damp and pleghm( thick white coating on tongue).
So my problem is nocturnal emissions. On average I have an emission every 4 weeks give or take.
The biggest problem for me is afterwards. For 5 days I feel extremely tired agitated I sleep more. I am feeling depressed and have a demonic sense of vibe. I am not able to work because of the extreme fatigue. People around me notice that i have changed. Also if i eat food I don't feel energized like normally would be the case of a healthy individual.
Only after 5 days of strict ethics Tibetan rites, pranayama and containing the seed I get back to semi normal but I am never 100%. My body's recharge mechanism is extremly slow. Food doesn't give me energy as it should because of food not being properly transformed.
My question is there anything I can do to heal the body so that it can recharge quicker?
Is there any advice what to do after the nocturnal emissions to compensate the loss till a degree.
Also I have noticed after 3 weeks every single time of holding the seed & ethics. My mouth is smelling and tasting like a toilet( terrible rotten smell and taste) my gums seem to be inflamed after the nocturnal emissions it goes away and comes back after 3 weeks of holding the seed. Also my thyroid levels drops after 3 to 4 weeks but I don't feel bad.
I am hopeless. This path is everything to me but I stumble on problems continuallly. Energy is my biggest problem.