You are being shown the darkness of your mind, since these types of experiences are symbolic. Work to develop light, consciousness, by comprehending and eliminating the ego in meditation, and you will be granted illumination and internal experiences.
Joyful in hope, suffering in tribulation, be thou constant in thy prayer.
Benedictis, qui venit in nomine Domini. Osanna in excelsis.
"Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Hosanna in the highest!"