Good day, instructors, about 2 weeks ago I was doing well in terms of meditation, prayer, mindfulness etc, so much so that one day, through out i felt emotions running through me, not bliss but i'm sure you understand, but come the saturday of that weak, I get a cold/flu which totally ruined my whole practise, I went back to lusting and it has been hard to get back again, what I would like to understand is why did that illness come at such a time when I did not need it, could this have been an attack?

Thank you