I have a strong attraction to the idea that there is MORE to life then just going to school, working, having some fun, growing old and then passing away. An attraction that there is More to being human than being bonded by physics, etc. I was born into a Jehovah witness house hold and my family transitioned into a non-denominational church. But i never felt any strong connection with those faiths. when i started looking outwards i felt bad for being more attracted to subject such as the Inner Taoist Elixirs. But now i do not believe there is a one way path and religion to be closer to God .

So i have been looking into everything! from Christianity to Magik. To the point i do not know what is real and what is not anymore. I am really lost. I get the concepts but is nothing solid. It just seems like a bunch of information with (sometimes) a little direction but nothing that will get you to where you can start learning from your self.

I would appreciate help and opinions on my situation.