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Earlier I had history of 2-3 years of masturbation habit. Then I have history of 6-7 years yoga practice without voluntarily loss of sexual energy. From last one years I have get following symptoms and I think it is kundalini. Because, For these problems, I have gone through neurologist,dermatologist, Physiologist, Psychiatric and Ayurvedic doctors. I have not find any cure. So I am sure that it is premature kundalini awakening.

Because of premature awakening of inner energies Initial problem in different part of my body are as shown

Sexual dysfunction: I have not identified initially because I was in physical celibate mode, but night fall was happening
Stomach: hyper acidity
Neck: many times I had get itching inside neck
Skin:Heating, both side skin rashes near by base of spine and thigh, skin rashes on right thumb and right shoulder blade, both side skin rashes near by base of spine toward anus big muscle
Mind:Asymmetric head pressure pressure in right side more.
Psychological: Sleep problem, I can't sleep on right side, During discussion some times burst of anger, some body is telling some thing then I was losing track of listening

To cure those things My practices are as shown.

No meditation pranayama amd any inverted pose asanas, Moving bare footed on grass, Drinking water 4-5 litre in a day, Heavy meal with high vegetarian protein, Swimming, Exercise, Although I was involved with PhD(i can't quit PhD) but I have reduced my mental work, Masturbation, Pornography, Moving in nature, Every day one spoon Isabgol or psyllium husk before dinner, Pitta specific dietic and lifestyle guide lines,coconut oil massage

After some time I have added savasana with water breathing(inhale through nose exhale through mouth and both time visualize that energy is going down from head to base of spine). Earlier all of the pranayama was creating problem but this pranayama is working. It is sending energy downwards. It's my feeling. Some times I feel it is not so.

Problem has reduced to certain extent but still some problems are present

Sexual dysfunction: Sexual fluid comes out after lot of struggle with masturbation it creates frustration, some times no fluid comes out.
Stomach: acidity has get reduced
Skin:Heating, both side skin rashes near by base of spine toward anus big muscle
Mind:Asymmetric head pressure pressure has get reduced but after each 2-3 day interval it appears again. Some day it reduces then again it re appears this pattern is going on. Whenever asymmetric head pressure gets increased I can't sleep properly Then I do pornography and masturbation. It reduces pressure up to certain extent. Then I can continue my every day my PhD work routine in moderate manner.
Psychological: I can't sleep on right side,During discussion some times burst of anger

My main problem is my celibacy I have to come up with celibate path again. I am in psychological fear that if it becomes habit then spirituality would be affected. Please help in this regards. i shall be highly obliged.
7 years ago
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#9636
Accepted Answer
The symptoms you've described have nothing to do with Kundalini: here's why (see specifically the section entitled "Fearmongers";).

Every imbalance in the body, soul, and mind is a result of fornication.

Scientific chastity, transmutation, or sublimation produces harmony, peace and health.

However, if you are not firm in your vow of Brahmacharya, then you will get no benefit, since purity of mind is contingent upon ethical discipline.

Pornography is a great infraction against the divine and terrestrial laws (Haqiqah and Shariah). Every devout Muslim (those practitioners of any religion who submit to الله Allah, the Being), must eat only what is lawful, including upright impressions.

Ingesting pornography will destroy the mind and make it very sick, producing the symptoms you've described.

Eat only what is lawful. Consume impressions that will edify your soul and exalt your Being!

So long as your repentance and renunciation are not complete, your work in scientific chastity will not be firm and complete. If you want success, radically renounce your animal desires!

For advice renouncing this destructive vice, see this thread.

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

7 years ago
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#9636
Accepted Answer
The symptoms you've described have nothing to do with Kundalini: here's why (see specifically the section entitled "Fearmongers";).

Every imbalance in the body, soul, and mind is a result of fornication.

Scientific chastity, transmutation, or sublimation produces harmony, peace and health.

However, if you are not firm in your vow of Brahmacharya, then you will get no benefit, since purity of mind is contingent upon ethical discipline.

Pornography is a great infraction against the divine and terrestrial laws (Haqiqah and Shariah). Every devout Muslim (those practitioners of any religion who submit to الله Allah, the Being), must eat only what is lawful, including upright impressions.

Ingesting pornography will destroy the mind and make it very sick, producing the symptoms you've described.

Eat only what is lawful. Consume impressions that will edify your soul and exalt your Being!

So long as your repentance and renunciation are not complete, your work in scientific chastity will not be firm and complete. If you want success, radically renounce your animal desires!

For advice renouncing this destructive vice, see this thread.

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

7 years ago
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#9641
Can you tell me please how to get rid of asymmetric head pressure symptom?
When I can't sleep in night because of head pressure then I go for porn and masturbation. You know that from last 6 years I was not involved in practice of voluntarily loss of sexual energy.
But from last 9-10 month I have get involve again it his. My mind immediately shifts towards these thing when I get huge asymmetric head pressure. My day work(I am a mathematics PhD student so definitely PhD work) has also get disturbed.

Since these wrong practices absorbs coolness of system. From now onwards again I will definitely try to avoid voluntarily loss of sexual energy.
If you have some input regarding how to reduce head pressure then please suggest me. Please help me. I shall be highly obliged.
7 years ago
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#9648
Try to give your intellectual center time for rest throughout the day.

Perform different activities to balance your three brains: intellect, emotion, and motor-instinctive-sexual centers, such as walking, hiking, pranayama, mantralization, meditation, painting, sculpturing, playing and listening to classical music.

Also, do not masturbate: ever. This will exacerbate your condition terribly, even if you feel that you get relief for a few moments (of brief, vile pleasure). This is like scratching an infested wound, which becomes more infected and irritated the more you scratch it.

Have you seen this remedy for headaches in Esoteric Medicine and Practical Magic?
Chronic Headaches

Chronic headaches can be very easily cured: affix to the bottom of the feet of the patient the following:

Put oil and little pieces of onion over a leaf from a banana-plantain tree. That leaf with these described elements will help the patient when it is applied to the patient's feet.

The leaf must be tied to the patient's feet. Command the sick person to lie down (it is clear that because of the poultice being on the patient's feet, he must remain lying down).

The sick person will drink the concoction of chicory with lemon, as he would drink water, for a period of time.

This type of medicine must be performed every day and with a lot of faith until becoming radically healed.

Bless the plants, beg the elemental of each one of them to heal the sick person.

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

7 years ago
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#9650
This is my history of symptom list. It has three pages. Pages button present on down of page.

http://www.aypsite.org/forum/topic.asp?TOPIC_ID=6251

First thing that I can't quit PhD. It is matter of career and survival. Earlier I was sleeping in night only. Now I give break in my study. Like in day and in night both time I go for sleep. In day time 2 hour and in night time 5 hour sleep.

Other practice that you have mention I am already doing on every day basis like exercise or swiming, no spiritual practices like pranayama, mantra meditation it creates huge pressure, walking in nature, drinking 3-4 litre water, to avoid constipation I take isabgol(Psyillium husk), eating fulll stomach,diet and oil based on pitta dosha but not much strict way but I am vegeterian,...etc. These things I have mentioned in my first post. When these things have not reduced my head pressure and my sleep pattern has also get disturbed then I have started non spiritual practice like masturbation and porn. When more pressure happens then I can't sleep. Then I have to go for non spiritual practices in order to get next day sleep. You have told in earlier that non spiritual activity will create problem. My observation is after doing 2-3 day non spiritual activity I get more heat in my through out body. I think you are right. But it reduces my head pressure. I can get sleep. My next goal is to celibate lifestyle.

May you clarify me you prescription? What ever I have understand I am writing.
1. I have to put oil(coconut or mustard or almond?) massage on feet and tide onion and banana plantain(means banana fruit peal or banana tree leaf?) on my feet?
2. Lemon I know. But concoction of chicory is what? I am in India. I am not getting this plant. Is it nestle coffee kind of thing?

Pleas clarify it.
7 years ago
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#9656
1. Place coconut, mustard, or almond oil on your feet with an onion and banana plantain leaves. These need to be tied on the feet when lying down for a period of time for rest.

2. Chicory root is part of the concoction you drink. Some people even get it blended with coffee. But all you need is the chicory root, which you can get grounded.

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

7 years ago
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#9748
Since I have controlled my adult habit earlier. I can control my porn and masturbation habit. I have not done any adult habit from last 15 days. I will surely come on my past habits.

How would you define vow of brahmcharya and scientific chastity?

Is it also includes eradication of wet dreams(which happens after thinking some adult thinking in awaken state)?
If it is like this then it's very difficult to control these thoughts for me. I make myself busy through out day but it always find time to express itself.

May you help me in this regards how to get rid of wet dreams?
7 years ago
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#9762
Brahmacharya is abstention from fornication and the maintenance of chastity: transmutation of the sexual energies on a daily basis. It also signifies the death of lust through in-depth comprehension in meditation, daily.

Wet dreams are eradicated by getting up at 3 or 4 a.m in order to meditate, pray, transmute, and mantralize. This tends to be the hour when lustful dreams occur, since this is the period of Lucifer-Venus when the tenebrous forces of the left hand path are active.

Thoughts are controlled when you stop identifying with them, when you stop fornicating, and specifically through practicing transmutation and meditation on the death of lustful egos. If you continue to masturbate, you will destroy your mind and continue to suffer. No physical remedy will help you if you do not renounce pornography and masturbation.

Joyful in hope, suffering in tribulation, be thou constant in thy prayer.

Benedictis, qui venit in nomine Domini. Osanna in excelsis.

"Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Hosanna in the highest!"

6 years ago
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#10614
If I do tantrik masturbation then also it creates more head pressure.
6 years ago
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#10623
Masturbation is black tantra.

From the Gnostic Glossary:
From the Latin words manstuprare, from manus "hand" (as in manual) + stuprare "defile" (oneself), from stuprum "defilement, dishonor," related to stupere "to be stunned, stupefied" (as in stupid).
To masturbate is to make oneself stupid, defiling the mind with impure elements born from dishonorable conduct. Masturbation is the path of Lilith, or "subtle stupidity," crimes against nature that recoil from positive spirituality or the creative intelligence of Binah, the Holy Spirit.

Pain and suffering is born from abuse of the sexual energy.

Study this!

Joyful in hope, suffering in tribulation, be thou constant in thy prayer.

Benedictis, qui venit in nomine Domini. Osanna in excelsis.

"Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Hosanna in the highest!"

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