Earlier I had history of 2-3 years of masturbation habit. Then I have history of 6-7 years yoga practice without voluntarily loss of sexual energy. From last one years I have get following symptoms and I think it is kundalini. Because, For these problems, I have gone through neurologist,dermatologist, Physiologist, Psychiatric and Ayurvedic doctors. I have not find any cure. So I am sure that it is premature kundalini awakening.
Because of premature awakening of inner energies Initial problem in different part of my body are as shown
Sexual dysfunction: I have not identified initially because I was in physical celibate mode, but night fall was happening
Stomach: hyper acidity
Neck: many times I had get itching inside neck
Skin:Heating, both side skin rashes near by base of spine and thigh, skin rashes on right thumb and right shoulder blade, both side skin rashes near by base of spine toward anus big muscle
Mind:Asymmetric head pressure pressure in right side more.
Psychological: Sleep problem, I can't sleep on right side, During discussion some times burst of anger, some body is telling some thing then I was losing track of listening
To cure those things My practices are as shown.
No meditation pranayama amd any inverted pose asanas, Moving bare footed on grass, Drinking water 4-5 litre in a day, Heavy meal with high vegetarian protein, Swimming, Exercise, Although I was involved with PhD(i can't quit PhD) but I have reduced my mental work, Masturbation, Pornography, Moving in nature, Every day one spoon Isabgol or psyllium husk before dinner, Pitta specific dietic and lifestyle guide lines,coconut oil massage
After some time I have added savasana with water breathing(inhale through nose exhale through mouth and both time visualize that energy is going down from head to base of spine). Earlier all of the pranayama was creating problem but this pranayama is working. It is sending energy downwards. It's my feeling. Some times I feel it is not so.
Problem has reduced to certain extent but still some problems are present
Sexual dysfunction: Sexual fluid comes out after lot of struggle with masturbation it creates frustration, some times no fluid comes out.
Stomach: acidity has get reduced
Skin:Heating, both side skin rashes near by base of spine toward anus big muscle
Mind:Asymmetric head pressure pressure has get reduced but after each 2-3 day interval it appears again. Some day it reduces then again it re appears this pattern is going on. Whenever asymmetric head pressure gets increased I can't sleep properly Then I do pornography and masturbation. It reduces pressure up to certain extent. Then I can continue my every day my PhD work routine in moderate manner.
Psychological: I can't sleep on right side,During discussion some times burst of anger
My main problem is my celibacy I have to come up with celibate path again. I am in psychological fear that if it becomes habit then spirituality would be affected. Please help in this regards. i shall be highly obliged.