One TIME I Was Reading A Book ! And In It Had The Goat Of Mendez Telling Me How To Receive The Flame .But I Got Scared ,Being Brought Up IN Catholic, Christian Lost Faith In All That ,But Did Not Give Up My Batista .So I Stop Reading That Book P.T.C . So I Did Not Accepted It At That Time . But Know That I Read The Book On Gnostic Bible Its There Again .So I Say Maybe I AM In The Right Track To Finding God the right Way . Can use Some Guidance Who Ever Is willing To Help In This Quest I AM On