This may sound desperate or selfish, but I really, sincerely, truly feel that something happened to me that needs explaining beyond what I may come up with. Also, there are some reasons that keep me from posting it on the forum (not shame or anything of the sort, nor being about someone else, because it is about me).
Could, perhaps, one of the instructors provide me with an email of a person who would be willing to communicate briefly with me and can, most likely, help me? I solemnly swear that I will not abuse of the opportunity!
I am also willing to share the story (the WHOLE story) here, but I am suspecting it is useless, if not harmful.
I know I am asking for much, but I feel I need to ask.