I found a woman that I believe to have been my soul mate. Unfortunately she went from being divine and cultivating that which I hear in the teachings of what a person who has their soul forming or coming together. Not sure If I am conveying this correctly. I have this knowing that she was my True Love. She is now degenerated her energy and perverse it. She is delusional about life and does not realize what she was and what she is now doing. That is my rant. My Question is that if I have already found that true love, will I find it again? How do I find it? I feel as though on my journey to initiation into Gnosis I am alone. I would like guidance. I know how crazy this post sounds. So I guess lets start with my question and that is How do I and where do I find a woman who I can be attracted to in this physical body as well as the spiritual body and is on the path similar to mine so that we can grow together and experience this together?