Looking for some direction

Now I am experiencing greater connections each moment of each day. I have followed your channel, a few others. I have also practised several types of self improvement type programs, all while every introverted. I have always had something going on, beyond my understanding. Currently it is very highly charged. My intuition is scary at the moment, my understanding of things is incredible and my sense of a major event is dominating my being. If I could describe the feeling it is like a current is charged through me- beyond me, I feel like I have a blossoming flowering bursting out of my skull. My meditations are so profound I could not even begin to try to explain that, I feel more and more a presence around me, often I see those- beings, just a flicker or a flash, both dark and light. I am looking for some direction here, but also just need to put these experiences down as I do not talk to anyone about them...