I have a close friend who has been incarcerated for over 3 years now and still has several years left on his sentence. He was convicted of a non-violent, drug-related crime, and during his incarceration I have shared many transcribed lectures and information on gnosis which has helped him tremendously with the process of awakening his consciousness. He is deeply spiritual and has just recently begun a daily meditation practice. He wrote me the other night about an experience he had related to meditation, and I thought I would post it here in hopes of getting some insight that I could share with him.
Here is his message:
"I had something weird happen last night and I though you might know what to do.. i was feeling a lil bit of stress just due to the way things have been going with my appeal and stuff so i went to meditation.. when i left i felt calm but like a dangerous calm.. like rage or anger was on the cuffs.. i don't know if it was because maybe i brought up emotions that i had suppressed and not been able to clear them or what but i just felt angry but scarily calm.. i am good today .. actually really great and motivated/inspired but if that happens again should i go back into meditation immediately and try to clear that out? How would i even do that? has that ever happened to you? i was really just about to explode and i haven't felt that way in years.. i usually am really good about knowing that everything is part of the journey.. harnessing the will.. and knowing that everything has a reason, lesson and blessing hidden within.. but last night all that flew out the window and i felt defeated and really defensive like a primal instinct.."
Thank you in advance for any insight! Peace!