1- I'm very bad at transmuting sexual energy. Im a pure sinner. I can't change myself. In the past i had too many orgasms. I mean too much. Im thinking this must be return me with karma. if i steal, in the future i can be poor but what's the karma do with these sins. Couldn't make a relationship with god is okay but there must be more. I'm thinking i can born animal. that's what i earn i think.
2-I was thinking about 7 sin, One of them is lazynies, so I'm hard worker and i don't think lazynies sin means that, you have to work hard. whats the deeper meaning of lazynies.