Hello and thank you for everything. I am indebted to you instructors.
My questions cover different subjects.
1) Sometimes during meditation I grow very tired and fall into a stupor. It is sometimes like sleep and sometimes like the moments before sleep. Is this detrimental? What should I do?
2) when I am in the state I mentioned above, I will hear conversations between people or monologues of sorts. I assume they are simply egos but I do not know. Should I let them play out or refocus my attention?
3) when I am attacked by a succubus but manage to keep myself from the spasm, what happens to the sexual energy produced?
4) Is there any information on Tai Chi and transmutation? Is it possible to use martial arts to transmute energy?
5)I remember The Master mentioning judo. Is there esoteric value in Judo? Was there any esotericism intended by the originator of Judo?
5) I have recently moved and am now close to a Gnostic monastery in Omaha. Are they affiliated with Glorian publishing? How might I come in to contact with a Glorian affiliated instructor or group in Omaha?
I apologize for the barrage of questions. My account was not working for awhile and these questions have been stewing in my mind. Thank you once again. Bless you all.