I met a girl in 2003 in the bus while travelling to the beach and I felt like, "there's something about this girl...", but I couldn't tell her what it was and she told me goodbye and I never saw her again. I'm on a quest for spiritual knowledge since 2001 and in 2009 I had some crazy experience in which I felt so alive and beyond human, and I just started dreaming awake about this girl. To me it was like reaching what at that time, 2003, was just a hope and a vision of potentiality.
In early 2011 I travelled to the same beach again and took a picture of two bees landing on a yellow flower after listening to a song which talked about a yellow flower in my primary language, and my mind divided the word "amarelo" (yellow) in "amar elo" (love link).
By the end of 2011 I decided to go back there once more and the day before the trip I searched for a song that says "you're the reason for my change" and I was directed to a website called Bee Mp3. I got astonished when the website gave me one of those verification images with random characters written "E L O" to download the song.
If the Universe knows that I have such a strong link with this girl, and that she played such a big role in my spiritual awakening, why doesn't it bring me her back?
I really need a time machine.