Tuesday, 15 July 2014
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I met a girl in 2003 in the bus while travelling to the beach and I felt like, "there's something about this girl...", but I couldn't tell her what it was and she told me goodbye and I never saw her again. I'm on a quest for spiritual knowledge since 2001 and in 2009 I had some crazy experience in which I felt so alive and beyond human, and I just started dreaming awake about this girl. To me it was like reaching what at that time, 2003, was just a hope and a vision of potentiality.

In early 2011 I travelled to the same beach again and took a picture of two bees landing on a yellow flower after listening to a song which talked about a yellow flower in my primary language, and my mind divided the word "amarelo" (yellow) in "amar elo" (love link).

By the end of 2011 I decided to go back there once more and the day before the trip I searched for a song that says "you're the reason for my change" and I was directed to a website called Bee Mp3. I got astonished when the website gave me one of those verification images with random characters written "E L O" to download the song.

If the Universe knows that I have such a strong link with this girl, and that she played such a big role in my spiritual awakening, why doesn't it bring me her back?

I really need a time machine.
8 years ago
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#7248
Accepted Answer
Do not run away from the facts; do not fill them with so many meanings, symbols, sermons and warnings. Live them without allegories. Live them with a receptive mind from moment to moment. - Samael Aun Weor


First, do not read too much symbolic significance into events in the physical world. Try to see things just as they are.

Second, Karma is a very complicated thing. It's quite possible that you have some sort of karmic connection to this girl, but not enough of the karmic causes to foster a relationship (romantic or otherwise) are present in your life. All of the necessary causes for an effect must be present in order for that effect to manifest. So it is possible for some types of karma to remain (temporarily) unresolved if the facilitating factors that would allow that karma to play out are not present.

Just trust that if it's necessary for you to meet this girl again, then it will happen, and you will not be able to avoid it.

Also be aware that not all karmic connections have positive outcomes. There could be a lot of suffering trapped within your karma with that person that would be released if you were to meet again. Not everything we desire is good for us (in fact, most of it only causes more suffering). So do not covet that circumstance. Perhaps your Inner God is protecting you from a negative relationship so that you can dedicate yourself to the Path, or is withholding that relationship from you until a time when you are properly prepared to enter into it.

So you don't need a time machine, and you don't need to fret over a "missed opportunity" 11 years ago. Just live in the present, and accept what the universe gives to you. "Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you." Dedicate yourself to performing the work of your Inner God and walking the Path, and He will organize your karma in such a way as to deliver you the circumstances you need at the appropriate time.
8 years ago
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#7248
Accepted Answer
Do not run away from the facts; do not fill them with so many meanings, symbols, sermons and warnings. Live them without allegories. Live them with a receptive mind from moment to moment. - Samael Aun Weor


First, do not read too much symbolic significance into events in the physical world. Try to see things just as they are.

Second, Karma is a very complicated thing. It's quite possible that you have some sort of karmic connection to this girl, but not enough of the karmic causes to foster a relationship (romantic or otherwise) are present in your life. All of the necessary causes for an effect must be present in order for that effect to manifest. So it is possible for some types of karma to remain (temporarily) unresolved if the facilitating factors that would allow that karma to play out are not present.

Just trust that if it's necessary for you to meet this girl again, then it will happen, and you will not be able to avoid it.

Also be aware that not all karmic connections have positive outcomes. There could be a lot of suffering trapped within your karma with that person that would be released if you were to meet again. Not everything we desire is good for us (in fact, most of it only causes more suffering). So do not covet that circumstance. Perhaps your Inner God is protecting you from a negative relationship so that you can dedicate yourself to the Path, or is withholding that relationship from you until a time when you are properly prepared to enter into it.

So you don't need a time machine, and you don't need to fret over a "missed opportunity" 11 years ago. Just live in the present, and accept what the universe gives to you. "Seek ye first the Kingdom of God, and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added unto you." Dedicate yourself to performing the work of your Inner God and walking the Path, and He will organize your karma in such a way as to deliver you the circumstances you need at the appropriate time.
8 years ago
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#7249
Thanks a lot for taking the time to answer, Nicodemus!

You know, back there in 2009 I was just enjoying the inner life I was experiencing, I wasn't too attached to the idea of meeting her again. I just tried to focus on what was more tangible at the moment, and it seemed it was my professional life. But it didn't work out as I expected. And I didn't know what else to do from that moment on but to seek her out there.

At first I thought the Path was that, then I started thinking it was to go after her. Some have already advised me that I should consider cultivating my social life.

But it's hard not to miss someone that you know was responsible for you to find what was missing in you and her.
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