Hello, can you please explain what this means below, taken from your teaching "Moses, Isreal, Satan and Job"? Does it mean that a high initiate will reach a point where they will be tested, and if they fail, they will be punished by physical illness and/or physical death? Thank you kindly.
"Thereafter, he receives an impure sickness. And this is what many people do not understand. They think that because he is a high initiate he is not going to be punished. No, he is punished. And the one that knows how to punish Adam is Satan, why? Because that initiate uses the sexual force of Satan the force of Geburah in the wrong way. And Satan knows very well in which way, in all the ways we did it; because Satan was involved in the fall. And Satan says, “Well, Adam deserves a sickness, and I want to give it to him. He made me suffer as fire in hell a long time. And he has to suffer now the effects of my suffering. Because, if he fails, I go back to hell again. But if he succeeds, he is going to liberate me from my shore, as a tutor”. Behold here your Christus Lucifer or Satan--he is our tutor. "