Friday, 30 May 2014
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Hi my big brothers, my instructors and guides

I have some struggles with the pride not intellectually but practically, I wish to have patience with me and thanks in advance.

Karma is like the newton's law, every action has a consequence. So when I treat someone in bad way, looking with my eyes despising him (body language) that is physical action, it hurt that person, and I am conscious of that (esp if i have the intention) ok that will give me bad karma but what if I treated that person so nice but inside I see myself better so he/she didn't get hurt, will i get bad karma from that pride?. I know about hatred maybe in energetic way I hurt that person (like the evil eye, where yes, amount of unseen energy goes from me to that person and hurt me and that person and nature), same like anger maybe it is not strong to reach that person and will hurt me so it is idiocy and bad karma, same like anger where it is medically hurting the physical organs and maybe internally the vital organs too, I want to tell you that I am conscious of that practically.

For example, the racist people, say like Nazis, the blonde, eye colored white people, they are the most beautiful people in the world according to the world standards maybe because their body colors bright pale light like the landscape on a beach (blue sky and sea, green trees and yellow sand shore and white clouds) maybe because of the media i mean beautiful apart from the sexual thinking, since childhood kids prefer these features (nicole kidman like lol), like when an arabic or african goes to western country and people treat them well and nice if they had to, but deep inside they think that these people (without studying them) are inferior and of course ugly to them, so they are better than them, and when we go to spirituality we see that white people got their shape out of a karma, that means maybe they were ugly people in shapes in their past lives but were nice and good so they acquired the good looking features because of their karma (even their spiritual progress is karma, every thing is karma!), so why they don't feel they are superior or better? in the name of the truth, any thing better than anything deserves that (if they didn't steal it) so the europeans in this era (not in the middle ages lol) are better than all the world (esp if they have good shapes, good money, spiritual ppl and good health, they must have been fallen angels lol), so why we lie to ourselves when I say someone is not better than me? isn't it a lie and pride too? pride is bad because it is false, yes instructors are better than students (because much time studying, applying techniques, helping others and experience of truths) and we are better than non spiritual people (if they are atheists and hurt others not humane like Bill Gates or insane religious people where they hurt others) and masters are better than you instructors because of the hard work in their lives because they are Bodhisattvas and Buddhas are better than them and gods are better than all of them till we reach the supreme being AUM.

Yes we all obtain the glory and honor according to adhering the Christ law or our closeness to Elohim, no one is born God except the no beginning, no ending one (the unknown absolute), some one is studying hard (we call them nerds and scientists because we are shallow) is better than the cool guys who are always chasing girls in bars because they worked overtimes in the field of intellectual concentration and kind of meditation, in the world of truth and razor edge but to the world of filth and egos the cool rich guys and the bad shallow girls are the best because they only worked hard in the shallow superficial body and their intentions was pride and they didn't help anyone usually so that is false pride), yes rich people are better than poor people because those rich people worked hard in their past lives that is why they were born children of wealthy parents, and healthy people are better than handicapped ill people because the latter ones were having much egos and crimes in their past lives.

I am conscious that any better person must NOT treat the lower person in qualities in his CV of life badly or telling them they are better because that will diffidently hurt them (unless they don't have ego like you :P :D just kidding) so they will gain bad karma, same like insults, same like causing some one intentionally to cry, same like wronging someone his right even on the smallest scales like words.

I think that kind of thinking made in Hinduism the castes but they treated the last caste badly just because they had bad karma they made themselves god and refused to give them other chances, that is why they were advicing the kings and rich people because they have good karma and wanted to America and Europe in last century becase you must been angels in their past lives.

I am against racism, or wronging people because of their color, shape, gender or belief or any discrimination, I am just too frank with myself struggling with feeling the pride (esp mystical one) and the sake of truth, If i am not really better why the spiritual progress is according to my karma which means good work in my past life and if i were better why I don't compete in the good field depending on my pride to win the race as a motive?)

Help me please, I meditated on that a lot but in vain, if you are better than me answer me to gain good karma not because of that piece of dirt who typed this post lol

All regards <3
7 years ago
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#8433
Accepted Answer
God searches the nothingness in order to fill it.

Study and meditate on this chapter!

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

7 years ago
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#8433
Accepted Answer
God searches the nothingness in order to fill it.

Study and meditate on this chapter!

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

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