Thaaanks......But my friend asked the innermost to visit a planet where they don't like humans, he found himself in a planet with creatures or aliens where they are so superior that they hate the criminals (us lol) so my friend tried to touch one of aliens hand so he his physical hand got burnt (green color) while he is awake in meditation.
I got frightened when he told me waning, "you the human is like the prisoner in jail (the earth) and if you tried to escape and they saw you they will punish you, you are not supposed to know the truths like that unless you have a pact with one of them or you know about them or you have much energy" he said.
I told him you made me so frightened If I got married a suitable girl I will not meditate till I have a lot of transmuted energy i can't live without my hand or any other organ

he said that is the price nothing comes for free!
I read that sentence (nothing comes for free) from Samael Weor that the price is the refrained desire, the long time of practice but not the ordeals in the physical plane (so in the astral there is no real pain just like dreams I guess) after you feel strong and prepared and ask the innermost to test you but I also read that Samael said "this path is full of infamy and poverty", maybe he meant another thing, I know that the path shouldn't be frightening (we are not Satan magicians in the medieval ages to be so weak to defend ourselves from the tyrant judges) and astral projection is not dangerous as samael said.
If and only if the above was right, I don't want to experience the truth, the price is so expensive (like the credit card to pay for the above book lol) I will do what religions said, retain my sexual energy, all day long as much as i can try to watch my actions and thoughts to reject the bad ones, mantras and prayers and helping others. no meditation no organ is hurt no cry
Thanks again Benedictus, I am sure that I know you in a past life
Regards xoxo