God does not regret destroying the ego, even if He must do it in hell, since it is a necessity. However, this is a process of suffering even for the Being, as evidenced in the case of the Innermost named Andrameleck and His fallen Bodhisattva whom He divorced, since the human soul entered into black magic.
Our interlocutor then asked us the following question, “Is the Innermost Andrameleck guilty of the evil deeds of Andrameleck the demon and of the karma which this demon has to pay?”
We had to answer him as follows, “The Innermost is an Immolated Lamb and will have to pay for that Tantric ex-personality! The Innermost, the Inner Master, will have to reincarnate in order to pay the karma of his ex-personality. The Law is the Law. That Master lacked the strength in order to control that tenebrous human personality. When the Spirit overcomes matter, he is victorious. That is all...” -Samael Aun Weor, Esoteric Treatise of Theurgy: Fourth Invocation
Regarding understanding those two links referenced by Lion of Judah:
Question: Since this is a fact, do you think the Gnostic student should meditate daily?
Samael Aun Weor: Gnostics should practice meditation at least four or six hours daily, practicing in the morning, in the afternoon, and almost all night, until dawn. This should become our habit during our entire life. Thus, if they proceed that way, they will live a profound life and will Self-realize themselves. Otherwise, they will live a superficial, hollow life, a chronicle life, something—we would say—like a shallow puddle. We know very well that any puddle at the edge of a road is soon dried under the rays of the sun, and thereafter only rottenness is left. Nevertheless, the lakes are very different; they are profound, full of fish and life. We must, therefore, learn how to live profoundly, and this is obtained by means of meditation.
Those two links answer your question, if you know where and how to look. If one does not meditate on what one reads, one understands nothing!
So, if you do not meditate you will be wasting your time in these studies.
Although I think I get the gist of it... if I could meditate I wouldn't be asking you.
If you do not meditate, you will continue to be like this guy:
Estuans interius
Burning inside
ira vehementi
with violent anger,
in amaritudine
bitterly
loquor mee menti:
I speak to my heart:
factus de materia,
created from matter,
cinis elementi
of the ashes of the elements,
similis sum folio,
I am like a leaf
de quo ludunt venti.
played with by the winds (of Karma).
Cum sit enim proprium
If it is the way
viro sapienti
of the wise man (who follows Chokmah: wisdom)
supra petram ponere
to build
sedem fundamenti,
foundations on (the) stone (of Yesod),
stultus ego comparor
I am a fool, like
fluvio labenti,
a flowing stream (of sexual degeneration),
sub eodem tramite
which in its course
nunquam permanenti.
never changes.
Feror ego veluti
I am carried along
sine nauta navis,
like a ship without a steersman (without my Innermost, for I am an empty house),
ut per vias aeris
and in the paths of the air (sorcery)
vaga fertur avis;
like a light, hovering bird (a bird of ill omen or black magic);
non me tenent vincula,
chains cannot hold me (spiritual ethics cannot restrain my mind)
non me tenet clavis,
keys cannot imprison me (the alchemical keys of sexual alchemy do not stop me from my behavior)
quero mihi similes
I look for people like me
et adiungor pravis.
and join the wretches (in the second death)
Mihi cordis gravitas
The heaviness of my heart
res videtur gravis;
seems like a burden to me (when I recognize my interior nothingness, I do not repent);
iocis est amabilis
it is pleasant to joke
dulciorque favis;
and sweeter than honeycomb (to believe in one's self-lies);
quicquid Venus imperat,
whatever Venus (the Divine Mother) commands
labor est suavis,
is a sweet duty (to the initiates),
que nunquam in cordibus
she never dwells
habitat ignavis.
in a lazy heart (who does not MEDITATE!).
Via lata gradior
I travel the broad path (to Gehenna, destruction)
more iuventutis
as is the way of youth,
inplicor et vitiis
I give myself to vice (and arguments),
immemor virtutis,
unmindful of virtue (for I do not practice even if I study a thousand books of esotericism),
voluptatis avidus
I am eager for the pleasures of the flesh (fornication)
magis quam salutis,
more than for salvation (born from fulfilling the teaching and not just reading intellectually),
mortuus in anima
my soul is dead (for I have no development or willpower),
curam gero cutis.
so I shall look after the flesh.
Therefore, learn to MEDITATE!