Work with the holy Gnostic Unction, the partaking of the bread and wine (grape juice) with the Pater Noster, the Our Father, as described in
The Seven Words.
For the egg cleanse ritual, see:
egg cleanse.
In conjunction with these exercises, mediate on your Divine Mother and pray that She give you the guidance and strength necessary to comprehend yourself. She always guides her obedient children by the hand toward the summits of Mount Empyrean. Have faith in Her, since She will never abandon you!