There are levels of consciousness and being. You might not have an out-of-body experience, but there are many things you can retain by awakening consciousness in Malkuth. We are always rewarded for our efforts and progress, even if it is only in this physical world. Based on our work, we will always be assisted, whether it means to be reborn in a Gnostic family, or a spiritual community. Have no fear. Do not feel frustration or despair, because by awakening here, you will come to know the truths contained within religion, little by little, and by the grace of God He will show you heavenly things.
Joyful in hope, suffering in tribulation, be thou constant in thy prayer.
Benedictis, qui venit in nomine Domini. Osanna in excelsis.
"Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Hosanna in the highest!"